fucked up life

who are you?

2 months later

lucas has changed since when I first met him, he's cold to me, not the sweet pet name calling boy I dated. he would flirt with other girls constantly in my face and he didn't even care, I'd break up with him but I love him too much I can't get over him.
but one day everything changed.

"sienna! get me a coke." yelled Lucas from downstairs

"ugh yes whatever babe!" I yelled back, I was in a croptop and had flare jeans on
when I went downstairs he looked at me

"who are you being a slut for?" asked lucas angry

"nobody, I don't look like a slut anyways." I answered annoyed

"so stop showing off your slutty waist! fucking change!" he screamed at me

"you aren't my fucking dad Lucas!!" I screamed back

"come here you fucking bitch!!" he glared at me, those sweet hazel eyes, were turning into fire.
I went to him
he slapped me.

"don't ever fucking talk back to me again!! Now get me a damn coke and change." he looked like a murderer.

I listened to him instantly. After I had done everything he asked me to, i ran to my bedroom and I texted bill

chats
me: bill. Lucas just slapped me.
bill: wtf?? why!!
me: I was wearing a "slutty" outfit, I had enough of his sensitive unnecessary anger and he got mad I talked back.
bill: leave him!
me: I cant. he'll do something bad I just know it.
bill: oh baby what did you get yourself into!?
me: he was so innocent and sweet at first. I didn't know he was like this. I don't even know if this is lucas.
bill: baby come over xx
me: ofc ml
bill: stay safe, see you 💗
me: thank you, 💞
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I went out and Lucas was on the couch, drinking a beer

"what took you so long whore," lucas snapped

"what?" I said a little frightened

"I had to get up and grab a drink myself. Stop being such a fucking sensitive little kid and stop crying in your room you're loud as shit I can hear you and i could barely hear the tv. You're lucky I'm feeling nice today." he snarled not even looking my way once.

"sorry." i walked past him to the door and put my converses on, I was wearing a baggy hoodie with some stylish jean shorts. I had my phone and AirPods, I paused my music to listen, he would've hit me if I ignored him.

"fucking slut, what are you gonna do now bitch? run away to a club and hook up with horny fucking boys?" he snapped, finally looking at me

"no I'm not, just going to my friends house." I answered

"better be a girl. I know you're a whore, if you are with a boy tonight don't get pregnant or else I will fucking stomp on your stomach." he chuckled

"now leave. it was the least you could do in your worthless fucking months of staying here." he turned the tv volume louder

I ran out, eyes starting soaking up, I ran to bills house. It started raining, I knocked

"bill! open up, please.." I yelled while my voice got softer and softer.
bill opened the door

"oh baby what's wrong?" he said staring at me in tears.

"Lucas.. i thought he cared about me. now he just calls me a whore and slut." I cried even harder

"oh honey..." bill said before bringing me inside and hugging me

I looked across the room, raya was talking with the others?!
"did you invite my friends here aswell..?" I asked

"yeah, I thought you'd need it" he stared at me smiling
I nodded and ran to them

"guys!!!! I've missed yous so much!!" I screamed embracing them all in a warm hug

"darling your cheek is red what happened" raya said stroking her thumb on where Lucas slapped me.

"ow! quit it raya!" I said, regretting it instantly

"that's a new mark isn't it sienna." she said looking worried but also serious

"no. it's just.. taking a while to heal, I got it after we hanged out." I didn't tell her anything, she would've gone to jail if I did.

"you can tell me anything ml, js know I'm always here, for you." she said with a sweet soft smile

I looked around, I saw tom, he looked like he didn't care. me and him stopped talking after I started dating lucas. he broke up with ezra because she had tried to frame bill for "r@p!ng" her so Tom would hate bill. he instantly looked my way, he looked a little surprised, less motivated and happy like he was before. he started making his way over and grabbed my hand before leading us in his bedroom, he closed the door, I sat on his bed confused

"sienna.. it's been a while, can we talk?" he said looking genuinely caring

"I guess." I said looking away
he came and sat down next to me

"sienna, I know I pushed you away when I met Ezra. but that was because, I had loved you ever since we met in the bus. I thought you would've never liked me and it would've ruined our friendship if I told you. so I tried dating Ezra because I wanted to get over you and I js wanted someone to genuinely care abt me." Tom said placing his hand on my shoulder.

I didn't mind, I felt happy he was apologizing, WAIT HE LOVES ME??! I thought to myself, screaming inside

"I don't know what to say." I said staring at his gorgeous brown eyes.