chapter 8

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by Enderfox698

by Enderfox698

(/an I'm so sorry this is so late my phone was taken and I had no motivation I'm sorry
this is probaly gonna be the last chapter/)

**matts pov**
shakes filled my body for no reason , i was just going to see a freind, right? this shouldnt be so hard , but why was it? i dont know mabye i was tired, once i got there i was panting and in a tiny bit of pain, i waited a few mintues before seeing the boy, my heart skiped a beat, and i dont know why, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg, i swear, stupid feelings.

i walked over and we hung out a bit

*/timeskip/*

'hey matt follow me, cmon, it will be fun' i sigh and follow gus into the woods, where im pulled agaisnt a tree, and kissed on the lips, its a short sweet kiss , done no other then gus, the said boy smiled as he looked at me and laughed then held my hand, i was fine with this you know, it didnt scare me at all , i swear,

'matty, i just wanted to do thta before the day of untiy' he said his silime damping a tiny bit, the day of unity he told me the plan, i , was fine with it, i was, i really , really, really was i was fine , he was gonna be ok , and we can live happuly ever after

(timeskip)

i walk into my house and dads in a drunk rage , i went into my room , but i was pulled down the staiors by a vine, i landed hard on the floor with a thump, my dad was incirehent screaming and shouting as he wacked my mom over the head, her screaming as well, in angouy, blood under her, my dad with bloody hands, my dad hitting her agaisnt a wall then her screamign stoped , she was barely alive, my dad kicking her head and her not moving never again , not for hours as my own dad did, that to me,

i dont know why

it hurt

mabyr he thought i was mom?

mabye he was too drunk to care

it hurt

it hurt

it hurt like hell

i was panting and i was crying when he finshed

never

wanted

touched

again

him

i felt so dirty

i went and had a shower srubbing his touch off me, i cryed in there for atleast a hour, i was in shock but what could i do , i just went onto my bed and slept, i never really woke up , i was alive, i just wasnt there, i was just there. i might have died, not in real life,

i wanted to but i just couldnt, i tried to alot, it never really got better afer that, i just waited for gus to come home, he did and i got better, i tried still, but he saved me each, every. time, it got better after the first couple, i told him about my dad, what he did all of it

it got better

it took a while but the things done, yipeee , im mkaeing a miles morales one now, i hope its not as bad as this