Richard's pov:
This last week i have been so busy, moving into a new apartment, meeting daily with my new band-mates, trying to come up with lyrics and stuff that i didn't even have time to process everything that has happened. Now that I have some alone time to think, everything has become so real. Everything happened so fast, and I'm starting to question if i made the right decision moving here... I'm kind of starting to miss Berlin and my friends. I guess that is normal.
Today in the studio, Emigrate's rhythm guitarist and I just couldn't coordinate. We were both kinda tired, so i guess it makes sense. I remembered how it was to play together with Paul. It was like we were one soul in 2 bodies. We just fit each other so easily. I really miss him. We used to hang out nearly daily. I always found comfort in him, even from the first time we met. Now it feels like I'm uncomfortable all the time, i hope this feeling will go away... I really hope he is okay. I hope he is coping better than I am. I feel like relapsing every single minute. Currently, I'm resisting the urges, but I don't know how much longer i can do that... I really need to talk to him. He was my person, he always listened to me... Anyways, tomorrow will be a long day, like every day, I'll go to sleep...
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FanfictionRichard moves to New York to start Emigrate, Paul starts missing him and realizes that he might have feelings for Richard
