Paul's pov:
I think I'm going crazy, I was actually thinking of buying a plane ticket to New York to see Richard... It's been around a month since he left, and each day I miss him more and more. I've been meeting a lot with Schneider lately, but it's not the same as meeting with Richard. Yes, Schneider is a good friend, but it was something else with Reesh... I wonder how he is doing. I haven't heard from him since he left. Mabye, it's not that bad of an idea to go see him, it's nearly his birthday so I could say i came for his birthday. Yeah, that is a good plan. I could talk to the rest of the band and make him a suprise party. No... i don't think he'll like that. Plus, i think Till is going on vacation around that time. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...
I'm sure I'm going crazy. Why am I like this. Why are these feelings all over me. I mean, they say you realize you love something once it's gone. Do i love Reesh. No, that is stupid, I'm not gay. I mean, I always found Reesh like super attractive, but who doesn't??? I'm not gay... Though it would explain why I'm feeling like this...Mabye I am gay, but I also like women, I mean, I had a wife, and I have a kids. Wtf is wrong with me...
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FanficRichard moves to New York to start Emigrate, Paul starts missing him and realizes that he might have feelings for Richard
