I wanna live.
Yes, I may be alive, but I'm not living, I'm just existing.
I wanna live life like I see on a screen, I wanna be carefree and live.
I wanna have fun, do dangerous activities.
I wanna have a feeling of, "This is the life."
But yet, I sit in my room and cry.
I feel digusted at myself half the time, even though I wanna live life, I'm scared too.
I'm scared to do anything.
So I sit in my room, scroll on tiktok, and dream, that one day, I'll live Life.
But of course,
The first step to that is..
To live.
