𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕠𝕝𝕠 𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤

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omg i lowkey hate this but its whatever

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matt begged me to stay at my house tonight because he 'fancies' it and its an escape away from his brothers, dont get me wrong i love matt but my parents are so embarrassing, i dont want to be embarrassed infront of my boyfriend. I didnt want to pass up on his offer but i had to, it was probably good information to know i was grounded and no one was allowed to come over, so matt wasnt able to see me for two weeks or so. 

matt bought me this (your fave fruit) scented shampoo with (your fave desert) correlating conditioner, this silk pyjama set and a new fluffy (fave colour) towel, i love matt so much, he helped me with almost anything and everything, bought me heaps even when i told him not too. he did anyways tho. I undid the buttons to my shirt and pulled out my phone putting it into a plastic bag and having small songs play while i showered. i ran the water and got in, now i have different playlists for different moods and i had the song 'blind' by sza playing and i sang along to it, when it came to the high note of the song i hit it really well, "its so embarrassing, all of the things i need, living inside of me i cant see it." i sing leading up to the chorus, "its so embarrassing, all of the love i seek living inside of me...." i get ready to do as best i can, since, when i sing i act like im on a huge wide world broadcasting talent show, like the voice or something, i turn off the water and sing "i cant se im blind, blind, blind, blind, blind, blind, blind, blind, blind" i sing extremely well which even made me surprised, the acoustics in the echoed room made my vocals sound autotuned.

i get changed in to the (fave colour) silk pj's matt bought me, and put a white skincare headband on, ready to do a mask and clean. I get out and check my phone as i took it out of the bag, a text from matt

ml💗:

https://open.spotify.com/track/2CSRrnOEELmhpq8iaAi9cd?si=7ec2da1d2db64a37

me: i was jus listening to that

ml💗: 

same bit someone else was singing it

me: who😨

ml💗:

 a lady named Y/N

me: what? im so confused rn

read: 9:30pm

i was so confused how was matt hearing me, i swore i locked my window, i went to it, locked thought so. i put my hair into a pony tail and snoop around my room, no one, but a note on my bed reading, "downstairs ;)" i freaked out, im gonna be in so much trouble, i rush downstairs and see matt conversing with my parents, for once they were laughing. "h-hey" i stutter knowing id get scolded, "baby!" matt yelled, its been 1 1/2 weeks since i last saw him, he ran up and hugged me, all i could do was hug him back, i looked down, embarrassed slightly, he grazed his fingers against my jawline and whispered in my ear, "your a really good singer".

lindsay wont shutup!!!!!!!!

not funny cause i wanna do a book where the triplets are in a mafiia clannnnnn, but idk if yall wan see it

UHM?

they turned 20 as well, i forgot to mention but they saved my lives and theyre the best thing thats ever happened to me <3 luv to anyone else who has a nearing birthday!!!!