𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕠𝕝𝕠 𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤

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this one is sort of a friend one that helps you out of a toxic relationship. tw: abuse

"OUCH" i yell falling on my ass for the 100th time, "come on! get it through your head u asshole" my toxic boyfriend Darren said to me. "fuck off" i mutter under my breath i got myself up and kept falling repetitively, Darren and i went home and i made dinner like i do everyday got abused brushed my teeth got abused and got into the separate bed to his.

"wake up fat lazy fuck" Darren said, "ok....." i say knowing ill be depressed for a few days after that one. being called things that are the opposite of a 'normal' or 'healthy' person really affect my mental health, the other week or so ago Darren kept calling me fat and or lazy and to be honest i was quite depressed.

"make me lunch, slut" he said muttering 'the only thing your good for', wow. that hurt. "ok" i say knowing if i didnt id be in strife and probably get hit, every time i get hit my my boyfriend i think of back when i was younger, my dad would do the same things to me, and if not, worse. i promised myself id never get into a toxic/abusive relationship like the one im in now, it would remind me to much of my dad, but, i crave male validation so i stay with him. too scared to leave.

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Darren arranged to go skating again, of course i didnt like the idea but we all know what that meant if i said no. I got my outfit on and Darren came up behind me and whispered, "dressing like a whore again i see, who are you tryna' impress", i moved forward feeling uncomfortable at the slight interaction, "no one, its cause unlike you i have good style" i snap back, "hmm ok, im going to push you down at the ice rink and you wont say anything about it you'll just comply".

we arrived to the ice rink and i locked eyes with a boy, he had brown curtains and blue eyes that you could most likely see in the dark,  i could see a ;slight tint of freckles on his face, and he was with a large group of people, 4 boys and 5, girls, i recognized some of the girls on glo-girls.

Darren must have seen the way i was looking at him, mesmerized, because he yanked me by the arm and i made a face of discomfort to the boy as Darren pulled my arm out of its socket. as i got dragged away i was demanded to put my skates on and walk out to the ice, i held onto the sides like a baby it was embarrassing, Darren then came up behind me and pushed me harshly that i grazed my arm on the ice so it stuck and ripped at my skin. I bled vigorously out of my arm and i left the rink to get a bandage or band aid from first aid.

the boy from earlier came and sat beside me as i made my way to the stands, "hi.....i saw what that guy did to you, do you know him?" the boy asked, "yeah, he is my boyfriend, not the nicest though" i slightly chuckle to  get rid of some awkwardness. "im matt by the way" he says smiling, "Y/N" i say back, "thats a pretty name, now, why are you with that guy he isnt good for you, i can tell" he said, "i crave his validation, major daddy issues and im afraid to leave him incase he does something to me" i say with a slightly worried tone, "come home with us, i mean the tour bus, but its still better then being with him" matt said with a slight tone of discust in his voice, "i mean i would but im scared" i said.

"here" matt grabbed my hand and quickly ran me outside and put me in the tour bus, "wait here, we only have to film a few minutes of skating then ill be back  with the rest of us" he said, i formed a tight lipped smile and nodded with a lil hum. 

THEY GOT BACK

matt told them all what happened and why im here. they pitied me, didnt like it, i showed signs of discomfort but its fine. I got tired and just huddled up into the corner of the bus until matt asked "do you want to come to the hotel room we booked two and were staying in 1 and our mom is staying in the other?" he trailed, "sure"

we were in the hotels and went to bed

the next morning i woke up and saw matt with a bloody nose and a heap of bruises and cuts "Y/N i took care of him"