ptolemaea [SPN]

𝘗𝘛𝘖𝘓𝘌𝘔𝘈𝘌𝘈

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i followed you in

and i was with you there

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IN 1973, MARY WINCHESTER MADE A DEAL. He'd come in ten years in exchange for her lover's life. In 1983, when he went, he found three children; a young son and a younger set of twins. A boy and a girl, sharing a crib, because the girl wouldn't stop crying until she was put down with her brother.

MARY WINCHESTER HAD TO WATCH AS THE YELLOW-EYED DEMON TOOK HER DAUGHTER. She watched from the ceiling, her stomach slashed open and her vocal cords rendered useless. She watched as the demon held her Carlie, then disappeared with her, and she watched as Sammy's cries turned to near screams. She watched as John entered the nursery, and screamed at the sight of her.  She could do nothing but fight for the life slipping away from her. She could do nothing but pray that her boys got out as the fire ripped the remaining air from her lungs and burned her skin to ash.

JOHN WINCHESTER NEVER TOLD SAM ABOUT HIS TWIN SISTER. He never told his boys the full truth about that night. He never told them how the hunt for the Yellow-Eyed Demon was much deeper than revenge for his wife. He never told them that he dragged them across every state line because he was looking for his daughter. He always told himself he would, when the time was right, he'd tell them the truth. Then again, he was never very good at keeping his word. So, on his final day, mirroring his wife's fatal choice of making a deal with a demon, he didn't tell Dean about his sister. He didn't tell him anything important. He just gave Dean a warning: you have to save Sam, or you have to kill him.

CARLIE WINCHESTER HAS NEVER BEEN CARLIE WINCHESTER. She's always been Bryce. She's always known that Bryce wasn't her name, she was simply borrowing it from her demon maker, and one day, she'd have to give it back. He never deigned to tell her what her birth name was. He never deigned to tell her anything about the six months when she had a family, before she became his. She didn't know about her brothers, who didn't know about her. She didn't know about the father who wasted his life looking for her, and the mother who died. Not died protecting her, but simply died. She didn't know that she was, first and foremost, human. She didn't know anything other than blood.

OR

IN WHICH BRYCE LEARNS THAT THE HAND THAT FEEDS DESERVES TO BE BITTEN

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you love blood too much

but not like i do

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starring !!