ptolemaea [SPN]

ACT I. head in the wall

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i hold my head underwater
just to drown out the noise

i know i don't need you but
i'm terrified of letting you go

i can't get out, can't run away
there's no escaping you now

i'm gonna die all alone next to 
you in this piece of shit town

we've been cursed since the 
start, jesus didn't want us

you take all of your sins out
on my body like everyone else does

fuck the cops and fuck god
and fuck this town for ruining us

you always told me i could only 
leave you once we're both dead

sometimes you make me wanna
put my fucking head through the wall

sometimes i wonder if i
ever even knew you at all

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