Is It Love?

Childhood memories I wish I had forgotten

Hawks pov

It has only been a day that toya has been here and he seems to be doing just fine he is argumentitive as ever and its honestly I find it cute seeing how angry he can get sure its not like when he was younger god he was so much better when he was younger. I looked at him as he looked back at me smirking "What did you do why are you smirking whats going on with you" He slowly walked over to me as he pulled my chin up looking me in the eyes. He slowly whispered in my ear "I want you to run away with me hotwings" my eyes widened as memories ran through my head memories that i had never wanted to remember.
*When both were ten years old*
"Toya toya look what i found" i beamed smiling as i ran over to the white haired boy that was a lot taller than me "Hm? what is it keigo" he looked at the object that i held. 'Its a piece of metal that i found on the side of the road, I liked it because of how shiny it was i think it will go good with my collection dont you" I watched as toya snikered at me and my wings drooped down and my head hand low making my way to my room. "Of course he wouldnt like it I'm just some weirdo who collects random things.." I looked at my endeavor doll and held it close toya didn't like that i had it but i dont him it was a gift that my mother had gave me thats why it was so important to me. I still dont think that he understood because he never gets many gifts, but that's when i heard it i heard rei scream at toya as he ran in my room grabbing my hand "come on keigo lets run away together you know i love you and i need you please come with me.." he looked at me with scared eyes his whole body was shaking i could tell he needed to go but I didnt want to go i had found a family that actually cared about me i had found my home. "N-no toya im staying here i dont want to go with you unlike you i finally found someone who cares about me and i love you but im sorry i want to be a hero and heros dont run away like you do you would be a great villain because they always run" i said y eyes dead cold as i looked at him and watched as tears filled his eyes backing up "I have done everything to protect you from my father i have taken all the pain he would give you and this is what you say to thank me some god damn friend you are" toya said as he ran out the door and to his spot in the mountains lighting them ablaze thats when i heard of the news that Toya todoroki was dead my best friend was gone i had thought if only I had gone with him would he still be alive or would we both be dead.
*back to the present*
I nodded at toya "Yes i want to run away with you i know the mistake i made years ago and i dont want it to happen again i just got you back i cant aford to lose you but there has to be rules to this" i went throught the rules watching his eyes the whole time i could tell it was going through one ear out through the other and i just sighed and softly smiled as he picked me up and ran he took me far away to a feild with a cute little house "whats this place?"
Toyas pov
I smiled brightly as hawks agreed he tried setting some rules but i ignored them if anything he needs to listen to my rules as i took him to a little house that i had lived in for about ten years now "its a house that i built awhile back I hope it is to your liking" i set keigo down and quickly kissed him then walked inside smirking chuckling watching as his face turned beat red and he tried to hide it after walking in the house. I thought to myself 'i love you keigo it had never ended my heart always craves for you so does many other things i wish i could tell you this but i know you wont be able to handle it and you may leave me again and i dont want that'. I looked at him he was a lot more built than i remember and seeing that just made me crave him even more god how i wanted to show him how i felt.
hawks pov
I looked down sliding my hand intertwining my fingers with toya blushing as i looked him up and down but seeing that he was hard. He had an erection what the hell?! Did I do this to him i sighed to myself and kissed him deeply as he picked me up and took me to his bedroom. "first i want a shower" I said as i hopped down from him going to the shower shaking my ass a bit to tease him and chuckled to myself as he watched me like a dog and followed but allowed me to shower in peace.