Entry Seven

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November 30, 2022

I think writing in this journal has become a habit now. Where are you, Ni-ki? You haven't been in our apartment in days. I'm getting worried. You haven't even shown up at school for a while now.

Are you at Ta-ki's house? Heeseung's? Sunoo's? Jake's? Your parents'? Please, just come back home already. I regret everything, even though it's mostly you who had done the yelling.

I'm sorry, Riki. I'm so sorry for being nosy. For being clingy. For being a bad girlfriend.

I should've known my boundaries. What goes on in your personal life out of our relationship is none of my business. You have your own life and I have mine. We don't have to be together all the time as you said.

But all I wanted was to be with you on our second anniversary. To hold your hand. To shower you with my love. To show you how much I appreciate you coming into my life.

It's only our first fight in the two years of our relationship. So how come I feel that there's more to come?

I'm scared, Riki. Scared of losing you.


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