In love with a Riddle || Y/N x Mattheo Riddle

(Idk what to name this)

I heard a knock on my door...

TW: SELF HARM

I start freaking out as I hear the knock on my door. I wipe off the blood On my arms. I put my hoodie on and open the door. Mattheo is standing there. "Ma-" he didn't let me finish. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ABOUT?! WHAT DID I DO?!" He yells at me. I stare at him, speechless. "I- I don't know" I stare at the floor while holding my arm. Mattheo Looks down at me. "Are you okay? Look at me. What's wrong"  I look at him and then look back down. "I'm okay. Can you leave? I'm not in the mood to talk you you." Mattheo is shocked. I nods and walk out, slamming the door. I'm a bitch. I'm a fucking bitch. What the hell? Why did I do that!? More and more thoughts flooded my head as sat on my bed. I couldn't believe what just happened. Why did I have this sudden outburst? I had to go apologize, but I didn't want to talk to him. I really didnt. He did nothing wrong... right...?

A few hours later it was time for dinner. My mom knocked on the door "time for dinner sweetheart." She said softly. I got up and walked downstairs. I saw Mattheo so I sat across from Draco. Mattheo rolled his eyes as I sat away from him.

Everyone starts to eat and I grab a small bit of salad. "You okay?" Draco whispers to me, I nod and pour a small glass of water. He looks at me concerned but then shrugs it off. After dinner and go up to my room and than lock my door. I change into pajamas and than fall asleep.