Suffer‼️

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(this chapter might contain sensitive parts ) ⚠️

Thunder rumble ⚡⚡
11:00PM
Sunoo packed his things
He decided to leave the house quietly unnoticed, when everyone is sleeping.
even though his steps were heavy 

*Sn: I want to say them at least goodbye but I ...don't have the courage to face Sunghoon..*

Sunoo hushly left the house thinking no one would notice

but his steps stopped
when he see Sunghoon sitting on the bench in front of the house
as if he was waiting for him

Sunoo hesitating walked out without saying anything

"Sh: So you're leaving.."
Sunoo stopped

"Sn: Onn"

Thunder roar*

"Seems like it's gonna rain soon why don't you leave tomorrow?"
said Sunghoon as he slowly walked towards sunoo

"No, I must go now" sunoo replied without looking at Sunghoon

Sunoo then continued his steps by passing Sunghoon

But Sunghoon instantly grabbed his hand and his body turned face to Sunghoon

"Look at me! One last time.. I'm gonna ask you one last time.."

said Sunghoon with his low-key shaking voice, staring sunoo in the eyes

"Sh: Do you love me sunoo?"

his eyes were serious and  somehow holding hopes within those.

"No" sunoo answered without delaying, ignoring his own somber eyes

" The Truth!!"
Sunghoon's voice went loud and the tears came out.

Sunoo's eyes shaken when he see Sunghoon's tears but
He instantly pull an act on his face as if he doesn't care

"I said No"

" Hah ha ha .." Sunghoon laughed out loud with his cracking voice then he whipped his tears

"But then,why you're eyes are saying otherwise? eyes don't lie Sunoo "

Sunoo painfully smiled through his glisten gaze

"Sn: You are being delusional Park Sunghoon...., I am a married person.. I.. "

"Then why did you kiss back!!?,
If you don't like me then why did you kiss back!!? Huh? Why did you!? answer me!!?"

Sunghoon yelled as he grabbed sunoo's both shoulders while tears falling uncontrollably.
"Sh: tell me!"

"Cuz I lost control!!" Sunoo shouted
Same tears that meant to be restrained
fell out from his eyes without a warning

he couldn't pull the act anymore pretending like he doesn't care
when his heart is actually sinking inside

"Sn:but I shouldn't do that...cuz..."
The words stumbled along with sunoo's shaking lips

"I ...am married"
Sunghoon's sad angers, snapped

"Ughh.!!!!!!Fuck that marriage, what marriage when you can't even happy huh?"

"don't you have a little bit of self respect Kim sunoo?"

"We will runaway, I will keep you safe and we'll start our life back together and..   "

Sunoo hustled Sunghoon's hands

"Stop!!! Stop!!! Stop!! Please!! Park Sunghoon, please stop!!"

"Sn: Why is it so hard to give up?
why are you running in my head?
Why do you love me?
For real, why?
What is so grand about me?
Why Do you think worth your time?
Huh?
What's the reason!!!!?"

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