Is This A Dream? (1D)

Its time.

A/N: Sorry for the late updates /: I hardly talked to Jordyn this week so i lost insperation but shes back from her grandmas so she will have wifi and i can talk to her yaaaay <3

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*Later that week*

I woke up this morning and turned over and looked on my bed wondering why i was on the floor. Then i remembered Shantel slept over last night because Louis and Harry were picking us up early to bring us to their hotel in Toronto! I got up and started pacing because i couldnt get the whole siguation of why ive never had sex before. Telling Louis is going to be so hard, but i know i have to if i plan on having anything with him. Oh my computer is making noices. 

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MSN:

LouisTommo:) Has Just Signed In

L: Heyy Love! 

J: Hey Lou :) 

L: Were going to be at your house in a half hour, make sure you girls are packed and ready xx

J: Are all four of us sharing a room?

L: Nope, Me and you get one, Harry and Shantel get another, Then Zayn and Niall are sharing, and Since Dani is down, Liam is sharing a room with her! 

J: Oh okay., We will be ready.

L: Bye <3

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Then i logged off. I woke up shantel and we started to get ready.  When we were just about ready to go, it all came back to me that im spending 4 nights with Louis, in a hotel room and that anything can happen. Shantel saw my face go blank, so she sat me down on the bed "Jordyn, everythings going to be alright" She said to me, rubbing my back, a tear fell from my eyes "How do you know? What if he thinks its weird! What if he thinks im mental because of it? Mentally im a virgin, what if he doesnt like that?" I said, then i started to cry, not just 1 or 2 tears, i was crying! Shantel gave me a hug and Stood me up "Jordyn, Would i lie to you? Everything will be okay. Hes your boyfriend, Is he not? He wont judge you for something like that. He cares about you, or else he wouldnt be with you" I got cought off guard when she said BoyFriend. Im still not used to that, I havent had a boyfriend since i was 14, and im almost 22. Omg! My birthday is in 2 days! I will be with him on my birthday! I didnt even think about that...

My doorbell just went, I open my door to two very handsom femiliar faces. "LOUIS" I yelled and jumped in his arms! I love seeing him! "HARRY" I heard a very, loud voice say from behind me, then before i knew it, Shantel and Harry were on the floor... Damn, Shantel is pretty agressive! \

We got in the car and went to the mall, all was well and good, alot of fans noticed us and asked if me and Louis were dating, but i denied it as did he, we told our friends but were not ready for the public t o know. We saw a movie then went to get dinner! Me, Harry and Shantel had chinese, and Louis had Greek, All of it looked good!

*At The Hotel*

"GOODNIGHT SHANTEL AND GOODLUCK" I yelled out my door, to across the hall to shantel and harrys door. "FUCK OFF JORDYN" I heard her yell, oh what a healthy friendship! I closed my door but then i heard knocking, I opend it and got pulled by the arm. It was just shantel! "Are you telling him tonight?" she said, in a very serious tone. "I think i should" i replied. She nodded aproving my idea, and gave me a hug and skipped back to her room, what a weirdo. 

"Jorddyyyyynnnnnnnnnn"I heard louis whine from the bed, "Comeee too beeedddd" he added, so i giggled and jumped into the bed, landing right in his arms. But just as i was about to fall asleep, i jerked up. I have to tell him, right now! before i change my mind! "LOUIS" I said to wake him, "huh? what? are you okay?" He said, sounding pretty dead! "There is something i need to tell you, and i want to tell you before i change my mind" As i finished my sentence he jerked up and opened his eyes. "What is it?" He asked, concerend. "Well.. Louis, Im about to ask you a straight up question, and i want the striaght up answer, got it?" He looked worried, but he nodded. "Were you planning on us having sex?" I Said, instently regretting it. He seemed very surprised by my question.. but he stayed silent. "well?" I said! "Well, i, uh was hoping to." He said unsure we both got up and sat on the couch. "Good" I said Then he smiled, "But Louis, Here is what i really need to tell you" I said, but he cut me off before i said anymore "Dont be worried, you can tell me anything" He said. I nodded in aprovel and continued what i was saying "Im a virgin, Not physically, but mentally" I said, but i said it very slowly. "What? I dont get it?" He said.. So i told him "I got my first boyfriend when i was 14, we never had sex, but one day i was at his house and he went to the store to get something for his dad, so i was watching a movie with his dad, and since nobody was there, he decided to Rape me.." I paused.. "I havent Had sex, or a boyfriend since" I added. then i started to cry from the memories. "Its okay Jordyn. Im not going to force you to do anything your not ready for" He reasured me. "No louis! I want to! and i think im ready" I said, giving him a kiss on the lips, while he whiped my tears away. "Well in that case... Jordyn case, get on the bed" He said, while he winked at me, so i hoped into the bed, knowing that even though its so early in the releationship, i really trust him and im losing my Mental-V-Card to the right guy......