TONIGHT, i'm telling You

Continued part 2

- No Sidrit, he doesn't live far away. My brother, my father and I were traveling that night. Mom was staying with her sister on vacation and the three of us were traveling. An accident happened. My brother and father lost their lives, I spent a month in a coma but survived. Two years have passed since they are no longer near us. Her voice began to shake as she spoke. - I'm sorry, Emma! I always ask stupid questions, but I'm a little curious. - They are part of life Sidrit. A person will always be saddened by certain events. There are not only happy days. This is a pain that never goes away. The loss of family members will always leave a void that you will not be able to fill. It is a pain that you will never be able to overcome with any medicine. You just have to learn to live with it. I have tried to be strong for my mother, because that day destroyed her. I have two years without seeing her smile, without being happy. - I know Emma. I understand you quite well in this part. It is exactly as you say. - And you, Sidrit? I believe that you have lost someone you love or not? - Yes, my father. Like you, I was also very attached to him. The whole family experienced his loss badly. Maybe me a little more, because above all, the burden of the family fell on me, of the problems at a young age, as well as the economic problems increased. I suffered a lot in my life from economic issues even though I didn’t give myself away. Poverty cost me a lot. But it taught me many things. It taught me how to know people. Money, it is the only thing that makes you understand the people around you. As well as yourself! But now I feel good that I am who I am. She was looking at me attentively, staring at me with her big eyes, as if she wanted to analyze me. We had both stopped talking and were just looking at each other. She had a few undried tears left, I approached her and said: - Will you allow me please? I reached out and wiped her eyes. - Now it’s better! Your eyes are more beautiful like this Emma. She smiled and began to speak again like nothing happened. She always tried to smile, not to transmit the pain she had to others. When we figured out that we had been staying in the bar for four hours, we both started laughing out loud. Like teenagers! It was one of the most pleasant days that I had spent those times. Emma! That intelligent girl, beautiful lady who created so much peace to me with her nature. It made me forget about fatigue and everything else. We were like two friends who had not met for years and as if they were talking about life, about everything that had happened. As far as I understood, she was single, but I don't know if in her life anyone had left scars like mine before... I would see her again very soon, because the chubby lady had the next control. That day I went to work early, so that I would be ready when the fat lady came with Emma. I couldn't wait to watch her again. They both greeted me and I first left her beautiful face without makeup and took the fat lady and sent her to do the routine check and the appropriate tests. Even though she didn’t talk much and I had the impression that she didn’t like me that much, the lady invited me to lunch. I did not expect that kind of invitation from her at all. Even Emma herself, was surprised that she invited me. We thought we would go to a restaurant, but the fat lady pointed out that since I had made friends with her daughter and had helped her so much. - I want to give you my thanks.