After a couple days of constantly hanging out with Viet, i just wanted some alone time with Ancela. So we planned on going for a walk with her dog again around 3pm.
it was currently 1pm and i was watching tiktok when i get a message from Viet.
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VIET
Viet - Hey wanna hangout today?
I cant today i'm sorry-
Viet - why not?
I have plans with Ancela today -
Viet - What time?
Oh around 3! -
Viet - Let's just hangout before her then?
oh yeah that also works ig! -
Viet - YEAH GREAT!
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I got a bit stressed at this point cause i was planning on matching with ancela and wear a skirt. But i don't know if i was comfortable yet with wearing it around him. After some time, i decided to just wear the skirt because i wouldn't have time to go back home and change. But if i'm being honest with you, i wasn't really looking forward on meeting him. Because i've seen him CONSTANTLY everyday non stop, with non stop texting too. But well well, i'll only see him for one hour today.
So after i got ready, we decided to meet at a place that i call " my secret place ". Its not really a secret but i go there whenever i want to be alone and chill. Apparently he did too, so he knew what place i was talking about. So we met up there and i got kind of awkward since i was wearing a skirt. But i soon got more comfortable. Me and him had a good time, we were talking about old memories and more. When he suddenly tells me to sit on his lap. I got nervous and told him no. But he didn't take no for an answer. So we went on saying yes and no, back and forward. After i told him i really didn't want to, he just picked me up and sat me on his lap. I immediately get so uncomfortable but tried to brush it away. Then all of the sudden, i felt a hand grabbing my chin and before i could react, he kissed me. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. did he just kiss me? did i just get my first kiss? wth no ew? and then i hear him say
- was that your first kiss? while giggling and trying to act all cute
- uhm yeah.. i respond. Being very uncomfortable but laughing it away.
- pfft cute, he says
CUTE??? i think to myself, nah this was disgusting. And before i could process all this, he grabs me again but this time starting to french kiss me. All i could feel was his slimy tongue in my mouth. And he didn't even relax his tongue, i mean you've done this before so at least relax your mouth. I don't like the feeling of having a slimy stone in my mouth.
We french kissed for like 2-3 seconds and i pushed him away telling him no. I said that i wasn't ready on doing this. Which was true, i wasn't ready for this since i've known him for a bit more than a week. What normal person kisses a person like this after this short time? and especially after a breakup. Like yes it's my fault too since i didn't already block him. But cmon..
After i told him i wasn't ready, he said he understood and told me we can take it slow. And i said great! The he suddenly grabs my phone and starts typing to Ancela, telling her i just got my first kiss. And i started to get mad, like who even does that? so i called Ancela while he was with me and asked her when we're meeting and she responds with " yeah about that.. i'm not going to be at home today so we'll have to meet tomorrow instead " and when she said that, my heart started beating so fast and all i could think about was being stuck with this manwhore for even a longer time. GREAT. But i eventually convinced him that i had to go home and take my medicine, which i never did... But he wanted to meet me later today too. And i said " yeah maybe! we'll see if i can " Then i hugged him goodbye and got home. All confused and disgusted over what happened today.
When it started to get late, he texted me again asking if we should hangout. I told him that my mom said i had to stay at home now. He got mad and said " ye fine " and he did this ALL THE TIME. I'm telling you, i couldn't go a day without him getting all mad. Like cry about it. I know i'm not supposed to be this angry and gossip since i'm a christian, but some people really annoy me.
