then he kissed me really passionately.i kissed back then.paige walked in so we stopped.we all were laughing.She gave her brother a big hug,then gave me a bug hug.she told me thAt she was so scared,but she was happy we were back.i missed my twinnie.after she left i fell a sleep.when i woke up josh told me that his mom and brooke cane by.i felt really bad that josh got shot.i feel like its my fault.sometimes i think im bad for josh.he feel a sleep after a while.so i decied that i wasnt meant for josh.so i wrote him a letter.
Dear Josh,
i am truly sorry that i caused you to get shot.i always get you hurt.im sorry.i love you with all ny heart.i think that its best if i just leave to keep you out of trouble.im sorry.i gooe you can find the right girl.i am sorry if this makes you sad.i am going to miss you.your my everything,thats why i have to do this.i hope you get better.dont worry about.i will always love you.
your friend,
chloeafter that i leaf.
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