I can't sit still as Ivan reads. I just know there is something, something, I'm forgetting.
I forgot because that damn Russian scared me again. Why can't I be strong enough to face my fears? I need to prove I'm not some child! I need to face my fears!
Out of habit, I tap my feet on the ground trying to think if what it was that I needed to ask Ivan about and do when I get home.
"Is dere something wrong Alfred?" The Russian's deep voice jerks me out if my thoughts and I sit up in my seat, looking up at Ivan.
"Sorry dude am I annoying you?"
He pauses and seems to consider what to say. "Not at all. You seem de troubled."
I clench my fist over my pants, and looking down, I remember I'm not wearing my clothes.
My clothes... Where.... THAT'S IT!
"Ivan, where are my clothes?"
"I'm washing dem for you. Dey were disgusting." He sets his book down on his table. "Why?"
Oh no, please don't tell me he washed it! My breath hitches slightly, and I grow nervouse once more. "Did... Did you happen to take the flower out of the pocket of my bomber jacket?"
Please say yes, please say yes, please say yes, please say yes...
"Aahh no, sorry Alfred, I did not, I forgot."
NOOOO! WHY WOULD HE DO THAT? HE KNEW IT WS IMPORTANT TO ME! HE DID IT ON PURPOSE! I KNEW HE WAS OUT TO GET ME! THAT BASTARD!
I stand up suddenly, and I stare down at him, my eyebrows furrowing over my eyes. "You what?" I enunciate each letter clearly, so I know he hears me. Spit flew out of my mouth as well, but I ignore it.
"I'm sorry. Do you have a problem wid dat?" He is calm, and I hate him for it.
He is out to get me I know it!
"I told you that flower was important! Why wouldn't you think to SAVE IT?!?" I probably shouldn't yell at him, but I can't help it, I'm so furious I can't think straight.
He stands up calmly, "Do not yell in my house." His eyes staring into mine, looking down ever so slightly, are ice cold.
"You ruined it! Do you know how long it took me to find that flower? How many hours I spent on my knees, searching and searching till I could no longer straighten my legs? You've destroyed everything! You and your damn snow are just trying to ruin my life! You bastard!" As soon as the words fly out of my mouth, I regret them.
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Loving The Enemy ( America x Russia )
FanfictionAlfred, who has been told to shut up and grow up all his life, fears the scary and powerful Ivan. But to prove he is strong and to protect his friends, he attempts to face his fear. Ivan, a lonely Russian whose immense power has caused him to be ver...
