ONE SHOT || TK

Please don't hate me anymore [Pt.3]

A/N

its the final everyone. i wrote this 2 times and deleted in but 3 times the charm, right?

anyway THANK YOU SM FOR 1K i literally never thought this would even go that far, i started this totally for fun and now i hv 1k thank you so so much - i literally saw it at like 1am in the night and iT was so happy i made my whole ass day so thank you smm.

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[unedited]

Jungkook's fingers curled around taehyung's wrist pulling him back.

His eyes moved between the warm un-identical pair of almond eyes he'd sped hours memorizing.

His heart was beating fast, so fast the boom echoed through his head.

what did he mean?

The words taehyung had said before was on repeat in his head, but no matter how many times his head made him listen to it, it just didn't make sense.

"Please."

"Its not important-"

"To me it is-" 

"Don't say stuff like that and go and act like i mean nothing to you-" taehyung's voice became lounder. desperate for this moment to end. for it to go away. 

"You mean every fucking thing to me." Jungkook's own voice became louder "So don't you fucking go around saying shit like that." he growled

"God, You do get good at lying guk." taehyung chuckled as if this was funny, as if everything he was saying wasnt hurting him. as if all this was just a big fat joke. as if hearing jungkook say that didn't make his heart stutter for a moment. 

"lying?" jungkook scoffed "me? lie about something that important to me?"

"Then why do you act like it, huh? if im sitting next to you, you walk away. ignoring me is like your hobby. when i come up to-"

"I take it back. i do lie." Jungkook scowled his hand still sitting their rapped around tae's wrist so perfectly. 

Taehyung blinked his heart stuttering and not in a good way, his heart leaped into his stomach - the disappointment running through his veins. again. of course, what did he expect? 

"And I mostly lie about things that mean the most to me." jungkook contiued "I lied to you when i said i didn't want to hang out with you last week,  because it was killing me that I had to stay away." 

"I was lying to you when i moved away when you came to sit next to me. because you next to me does things to me." jungkook's voice only became breathier as his voice shook.

"I lied to joon hyung when he asked me if i was okay, when we stopped talking to eachother when we became distant." 

"I lied to jimin and yoongi when they sat me down to ask what was going on between us, when they asked how i feel about you."

"I was lying to myself when I told myself you were only a friend to me. nothing else." He gulped looking directly into taehyung's eyes now.

"But you're right. its time to tell the truth." he contiued onec again "I wanted to hangout with you,Its all i could think about. but i couldn't because i was scared. scared of this new feeling that only came when you were there."