Cassandra P.O.V
It's been a week since that sinful night happened. I still think about that sometimes well kahit anong gawin kong limutin yung gabing yun paulit ulit paring pumapasok sa isip ko. How he stares at me and how he take me that night. After his driver brings back my car and message him thank you he didn't bother to reply back which is so annoying. I feel like he just really used my body. Dapat tinatak ko nalang sa isip ko na it is just a one night stand. Wala eh. Apaka pogi naman talaga ni papi kent. Char sksksksk
I jump out of my bed then went in the kitchen to prepare my breakfast. I took some bread then fried some bacon and egg then also prepared fried rice with mixed up vegetables. Kahit lumaki akong may yaya I managed to learn how to cook for myself. I was eighteen when I run away from home because I can't stand living with cheater and maninira ng pamilya. I took my phone to check what time it is but to my surprise I had a lot of messages. Message from friends, aqcuaintances, relatives and just random people from our university. It's been 4 years since that night happened pala. Time flies fast nga sabi nila. Well kahit ganun na katagal, forgiveness still doesn't sit in my heart. Mamatay na lang akong dala ang sama ng loob na to. They didn't bother to look for me anyway or ask for forgiveness so what's the point?
I checked those messages one by one but I only replied to those people who I am close with. While checking out messages my doorbell rung. Tumayo ako ang binuksan ang pinto.
"Surpriseeee" Napataas ang kilay ko when I saw my 2 friends holding foods and cake. Kahit ilang beses ko talaga sabihin sa kanila na ayoko mag celebrate ng birthday ko. Every year since my 18th pinupuntahan parin nila ako to celebrate. I became friend with this two when I was in senior Highschool. Eam is difficult to be friend that time, she has this attitude that you can't handle but later on before the school year ends she suddenly became comfortable with us . It was maybe because we also pushed our self with her. She's kind and fragile inside.
"You know that I don't celebrate my birthday eversince" I said then rolled my eyes. But of course I felt joy in my heart. I'm very thankful I have them.
"You are so negative. Let's just celebrate then party later" Eam said. I like that Idea hahaha. It's better to drink than celebrate this day.
"Call. My treat" I said then Smiled at them. They took out the cake then light up the candle pero pinaypay ko lang ito. I'm not a kid anymore who believes in that thing. Why wish right? Never naman nagkatotoo mga hiniling ko mula pagkabata. It's just a simple wish.
A love that last and a happiness.
"Killjoy. Well happy 22th birthday our dear tres" Then they both hugged me. I cringe but I'm blessed to have this two. Suddenly my phone rang and it's my mamalola calling. Thankful I still have genuine people beside me. People I know that will never hurt me like what my family did.
"Happy birthday apo" unang bungad ni mamalola sakin. I smiled teary eyed. Maybe the world is not really unfair, people are. "Thank you mamalola" I said.
"Get here on weekend apo. Let's eat outside" She said happily "Opo" I just said simple and said Goodbye.
I get back to my two friends and we spend the next hours watching movies, singing, and playing. I'm happy I had them. When It's already 7pm we prepared ourselves for the real party. I choose my mint green tube type, short and blackless dress revealing most of my skin. Blessed to have smooth skin. Perfect. Bagay na bagay siya sa kulay ko. Hindi ako maputi. Very morena ang kulay ko but thankful sobrang pantay ng kulay ko.
After preparing we drive to one of the famous bar here in manila. This bar is famous because this is owned by those well-known bachelor. Well I don't have time to know them we just wanted to try this bar. This is so luxurious. The place is beautiful and there are just a couple amount of people surrounding here not crowded like other places.