WARNING! SPG
"Iha are you really not coming back to your dad's house?"
I smiled bitterly and was frozen from my seat. A painful memory came crashing towards me It's like pulling me from a gravitational force. I sigh. Why would I? I have no reason to go back to that hell anymore. I'm not daddy's girl anymore.
"Why would I Mamalola?" I said then continued writing. Mamalola tapped my back then sighs.
"You should have given them a chance" I shook my head. Forgiving is not easy as what it seems to be.
"It's hard mamalola" I said.
"But It's been four years Iha. You need forgiveness in your heart and deserve to be happy again. Freed yourself from sadness and pain" I smiled at her and I think she understand it then walk out from my room. I'm sorry Mamalola but years are not enough to forget that memory that causes me pain everyday.
I know it been also hard from Mamalola's side knowing that I am once my daddy's favorite and I am once a daddy's girl but because of what happened. We changed. We've grown apart. If only I have the power to go back in the past. I shouldn't have let her go maybe it's different from what has it been today.
I stopped from what I am doing to think for what have happened before. How it changed my perception then ruined my family. I shook my head to erase that memories again and noticed some tears falling from my eyes. I wiped it out then grabbed my cars keys. I will just unwind. Thinking of what happened before only strethen my anger towards my dad. Hays I really hate Summer because my birthday is coming and the worst memory is approaching that date. What I love here at lola's place is that the beach is 15 minutes drive away from here.
"Mamalola I will just go outside and will comeback before dinner" I said then kiss my lola's forehead. Siya nalang ang meron ako. Though I will not stop to find her. For now, lola is my top priority.
"Take care okay? I will tell ising to cook your favorite food so make sure to comeback before dinner" I smiled then waved my hand goodbye and then run at garrage to get my car. Atleast I'm not alone.
I stopped at the store to grab some snacks and alcohol to help me unwinding. I drove to one of my favorite place. Arriving from the place I took the necessary things I needed like Picnic cloth, food, beer, and my notebook to continue writing my story. This is the best place for thinking and refreshing. A big tree in front of the beach. There are no other people and I can enjoy alone.
Well before being so dramatic again I assemble the picnic cloth then took my phone to play some smooth music to help me from writing. I was not like this before. I leaned in the tree then started writing. After a how many hours of writing I look in front as the sun is setting. I watched the sea for another hour then drink the bear I bought before coming here. After finishing the 4 can of beer I dicided to leave because the night seems darker and it's 7pm. We traditionally took dinner at 8pm so I still have time to arive before dinner. I sigh then stretched my hands to the sky when I suddenly notice a human figurine in the tree.
"Ahhhhhhhhhh" I screamed out of fear. What is that? Pano pag engkanto. My gawddd.
"Noisy" Said from a very husky voice then suddenly that figure sat from lying down. I froze when he jumped exactly in front of me just like an angel who goes down from heaven. He has a very angelic face and -- wait wait shooo that thoughts away. My gawdd don't tell me kanina pa siya natutulog dyan sa taas at hindi ko man lang siya napansin.
"What are you doing up there. You scared me" I curiously asked. He just looked at me so I shrugged my shoulder aiming to leave. Well, I should go. It's not good talking to stranger.
