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Kim Namjoon as your first boyfriend who is hiding your relationship for 2 years
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Part One
Contains - angst
Y/n's Point of View ——
"Namjoon when are you gonna tell them that we're dating it's been 2 years and we're about to graduate"
I told my boyfriend whom i've been dating for 2 years who refused to tell his friends that were dating because he's scared that people will hurt me especially his fan girls in school.
"Baby please be patient i will tell them about us soon okay" he said "Now i need to go i still have basketball practice"
He said and kissed my cheeks and left me.
I don't know why namjoon doesn't wanna tell his friends about us. He said he doesn't want me to get hurt, but i know something is wrong he just don't wanna say it to me. He had a girlfriend back then Kiara. The most beautiful girl in the campus she came from a rich family her and namjoon had the same thing. He's handsome and athletic he is also the school president.
But they broke up because Kiara fell out of love and after their breakup they said namjoon became cold and acting wierd and not the namjoon they know. After months one of namjoons friends jin introduced me to him.
After that we started hanging out and he would pick me up in my house so we can have a date. I liked him and he did too, we loved each other and after 2 months of him courting me he asked me to be his Girlfriend and i gladly said yes.
He told me some things that we should keep our relationship hidden for some time until his ready to tell them that were dating, he also said that we should not act like a couple in public. It's been 2 years but he still kept our relationship hidden.
And now im here standing in the middle of some park. He left me again here I thought we're gonna have a date but changed because he needs to attend his basketball practice, which is okay because he's a busy person but i hope he makes time with me. We barely hang out because of how busy he was.
Time Skip
dumb bitches
Yumi Hey @y/n ur i think ur bf is cheating on u
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Mina same i saw him hanging out with his friends and kiara in some restaurant that one of his friends own
Chuu y/n think of it namjoon has been hiding ur relationship for 2 years now 2 years is enough he should not be hiding it anymore
You he said i should wait because he will say it
Yumi oh really y/n come on namjoon is just hiding ur relationship because hes obviously still inlove with kiara
Mina yeah i agree, i think namjoon keeps hiding it cuz hes afraid to lose hes popularity yk
Y/n idk anymore
Chuu Y/n babe just break up with him he doesn't deserve u [ seen ]
end of conversation
I looked at the text that my friends said and think of it, should i really break up with him? But i love him so much i don't wanna and he loves me too i guess?
The picture that yumi sended made me overthink, is he cheating on me? he won't i know him very well that he won't do things that can hurt me. I started to think about the things that my friends told me.
'Your blinded by his love' 'Y/n he's hiding it because he's scared to lose that popularity image'
Maybe they're right? You never know.
I texted him a goodnight message and sleep.
Next Morning —— Namjoon's Point of View
I woke up and immediately grabbed my phone to look at some messages. And saw two message coming from 2 person.
'✉️ Kiara sent a message ' '✉️ LOML<3 sent a message'
LOML<3
LOML<3 goodnight love sweet dreams love ya!
Kiara
Kiara Joonie goodnight i enjoyed it!
I smiled seeing the message y/n sent me, i don't deserve someone like her. Even though i've been hiding our relationship for 2 years she still stayed with me and supported me.
I've been cheating on her with my ex kiara, i love kiara she's everything for me. I feel bad that i didn't tell her about this.
I started my morning workout as i glance at the clock seeing i only have 1 hour to get ready for school.
I got ready and started driving to school.
Time Skip —— Y/n's Point of View
I reached school while walking towards my friends i saw namjoon in the lockers talking to his friends, he saw me and flashed his smile at me and felt my cheeks getting red from blushing. I saw my friends as we started walking to our classroom.
While listening to our professor i heard some girls gossiping at the back,
"Hey do you know that namjoon was seen with someone yesterday at the park with some girl?"
The girl said.
"Yeah whoever that bitch is she better stay away from joonie oppa cause Kiara and Namjoon got back yesterday too"
The other girl said. I was shocked about the word that the girl said. Is he cheating on me?
So many questions was in my head, is he cheating on me or what? We bid goodbye to our professor and waited for the next professor to come. This is a great time to talk to him, i grabbed my phone to text him.
LOML joonie<3
You love?
LOML joonie<3 hmm?
You are u cheating on me?
LOML joonie<3 yes. i wanna tell u about this for a long time i love her y/n im sorry.
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I started tearing up seeing the text that he sended, i started crying i don't care about my classmates seeing me cry i don't care. Knowing that he hid our relationship and now cheating on me?
