1...my name is pavel. i am abe's younger half brother though he doesnt know it. i was assigned to him because our father requested that i was his guardian. i wish i could tell him
2...abe finds each and every way to get himself in trouble but atleast i am here for him
3...why does he always use me,and never even bother to thank me. i know that the moroi have to come first but why can't a dhampir ever come first. i want to have a good relationship with my brother but he just uses me.
4...my life is worthless. i wish to just come first once in my life
5...in another world if we were both human we would be close brothers, he would love and spoil my daughter instead of using her against me. in another world i could raise my daughter and treat her like the princess she is instead of being scared that if i ever step out of line he will have her killed
6...he should be helping me raise her, he should be raising his own daughter instead of raising her to die for some moroi, we are his own blood why doesnt family matter enough to fight to societal expectations
pavel has a young daughter , abe already has rose, pavel and abe also happens to be pavel's half brother. he is just reflecting on how his life is.
7...abe loves pavel and is scared he is going to leave and thus threatens his daughter as a way to make him stay.
8...he takes DNA tests for all his guardians to confirm their loyalties which is why he accepted rose as his guardian
9...abe also totally albeit secretly spoils both his niece and daughter by sending them expensive gifts through alberta who is more than happy to to pretend the gifts were from herself and pass them to the girls whom she thinks of as her adoptive children. both the girls also have guardians of their own
10...oneday he finds pavel crying about his daughter and accidentally makes a remark like"oh pavel why dont you tell your big brother what;s going on huh" and expects pavel not to remember or put much attention to his words but pavel figured things out
