My Hearts Dilemma // a teen romance book//

The dreaded

This music is so loud! I scream at my friend, who replied with a

Huh, I cant hear you, the music is too loud.

I gave up on replying to my Juni and for the thousandth time tugged my too short sparkly pink and uncomfortable dress (photo above) down so that I wasnt exposing myself. The loud environment was giving me a headache and so was the smell of all the perfumes mixed together. The music wasnt good enough to cancel out the negatives and I badly wanted to get out. I informed Juni I was going to go to the bathroom. I struggled through the crowds of highschoolers and finally tumbled out, gasping.

Jesus, those are some sticky people I mutter to myself as I saunter off to the bathroom. As I went into the building, it suddenly became quiet and I could finally relax. I went to the bathroom, splashed my face with water. I touched up my makeup before heading out. I decided to stay out here for longer to enjoy the peace and silence. Its been a couple of minutes before I hear someone talking.

-what if she sees us

I frown at the familiar male voice and listen to the conversation.

Baby, shes too dumb to suspect anything. another familiar female voice answers.

That is right though, she is pretty stupid in those areas and a high giggle is heard.

I know, and shes all looks and no brains.

And no volume, seriously there's nothing to grab, unlike you baby

I frown at the comment and automatically cover my small chest. From the context, I could understand they were cheating on a girl and gossiping about her behind her back. I decide to just walk away from this stupid conversation when I suddenly stop dead in my tracks.

Dont worry about Mina, Sanghoon

My eyes go wide and I stop breathing in air. I slowly walk to where the voice came from. Turning the corner, I see the dreaded nightmare. I stare wide eyed at my best friend and my boyfriend, making out in a corridor. They see me and Sanghoon pushes Aram away, making her bump onto the other wall. My lips part but I make no sound.

Mina, babe, it isnt what it seems like-

Mini, wait a second!

Two of the most important people in my life look at me, both wide eyed. I just stare at them, not bothering to listen to their filthy excuses. My eyes drop to the ground before I run away, back into the concert. I cant believe it. How long, why, when-was it me? Was it because I wasnt pretty enough, no, no, no, this cant be happening, this must be a dream-

Mina! Where were you- Mina?

I look at Juni and Han and burst into tears. I ramble on about what I just saw and both their expressions show complete shock.

Mina, calm down, girl Juni coaxes as she hugs my trembling body. The loud music that was giving me nausea before just sounds like a muffled, distant sound as my brain rambles on.

That son of a bitch, Im gonna- Han starts but stops when Juni glares at him.

I-I want to go home I whisper and Juni nods. We took a taxi home, my phone blowing up from texts. It took a lot of mentality to not throw my precious rectangular overpriced entertainment machine out the window as I muted my phone. I dragged my hand across my face and groaned.

What am I going to do I groan.

Juni looks at me sadly and pets my head.

Well dump her and youll dump him, Mini. she says.

I look up, my eyes tearful.

You dont have to Juni, shes still your friend-

Oh hell nah girl, Im not going to be friends with someone like herbut, um

What is it?

I have something to confess

I frown and look at her, motioning her to go on.

So, I actually had my suspicion, and Im so sorry I didnt tell you, I just didnt know-

I let out a short laugh.

Juni, youre the best friend I could have, dont worry.

She just smiles before looking out the window. I dont know when, but I fall asleep in the taxi and fall into a deep sleep.