⚠️DISCONTINUED/OLD⚠️ The petals I bleed || Hanako x Yashiro

Is it my fault? (Yashiro POV)

(This is when Hanako runs away in school)
I stood there. Speechless.
W-what did I do? Is it my fault?
Yes it is Yashiro
But how, how is it my fault? What did I do?
I sigh, Amane probably wants some space. I'll ask him after school. Anyways I've got to go to class now, I can't be late.
But what exactly happened? Who was that guy?
I walked to class as these thoughts pondered my mind.
(Ok now it's like in the courtyard)
I see Amane Walk towards the gate. I ran after him and tapped his shoulder.
"Amane are you ok?"
I looked at him, he hadn't talked to me since lunch. I didn't want to hurt him or offend him,
"Well it's just that before you wer-"
I was cut off by a young boy. He asked Amane to walk home with him. Amane said yes.
I sigh silently to myself. He must be going through something. I just want to help but I might seem noisy, I'll just wait until he's ready.
But it could because of you
It could be...

At Yashiro's room

I feed white inferno and refresh his water and think to myself.
What could have they been talking about?
I replay the audio in my head.
Daikon
I Look down at my ankles. Are they really that thick? Would I be better with thin ankles?
Yes you would be, you would be better off with thinner ankles. You thick ankle freak
I-
I would be. No one likes my ankles...
But what does he mean by Amane is a killer? Wait did she suffer from hanahaki to? Or a different disease? What even happened??

Theses thoughts waltzed around my mind for the longest time.

But what hap-
blurgh
I removed my hands from my mouth. Blood covered petals were showed in my hand. More we're going to come.
I rushed to the bathroom and began to cough more blood and petals out. I gasped for air each time. Tears were on the brink of my eyes.
Click
"Nene I'm home!"
Shit, why was mum here?? Her shift doesn't end until 23:00. Why did she come home now?
"So I might've gotten off early, but now it means we can dinner together!"
"O-ok, give me a minute mum."
"All right nene, I'll make food. Take your time."
I quickly lock to door and clean best I can. The smell of blood hung in the air. Thank god there is an air freshener here. I spray the bathroom a few times before I leave.
I see my mum get plates out and getting everything ready.
"Food is ready Nene," she says to me with a pleasant smile on her face. I give a weak one back to her as I sit down.
After lunch i went back to my room, white inferno was at the wall of his cage. He knew something was off. Sigh, if these wretched thing didn't exist...

30 minutes later I finish half my homework. Honestly I'm so behind, I should do it at lunch.
I mean, food isn't that important anyways.
Yeah, I'll do that. I'll catch up on homework and improve a bit I guess.
Yeah,
I-
I'll do that....

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A/N
So ummmm, I just realised half way through that uhhh Yashiro's hamster is called black canyon and white inferno is the name of her dead hamster... so yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Pretend that white inferno is black canyon please :)