Why when everything is on track that everything goes out of place?
Why does out of nowhere everything has to go great the whole time but after sometime it goes worst?
So coming to the topic , Today we had a great day , by we it's me and RU. But when I came to tuition everything went downhill first we faugth then we argued and the nuke the bomb dropped that she is moving and i will never ever be able to see her again, this is not how I wanted this to happen.I knew something like this is going to happen and I was prepaired but the fight was never planned we were supposed to end it on a happier note. Why is it now that I feel I have nobody but I am surrounded by everybody .I can't even find my own comfort . I don't know how am I supposed to live like this like a body with no soul like a garden with no flowers,like a plant with no leaves. I want to end this suffering. The only escape I can find is changeing my atmosheper. So I don't even know what am I supposed to do right now.
I wanted to see her off with a smile but the fight the arguement. I don't think I can even finish that motive now
