Sometimes I looks at the dark abyss of a sky and wish that my both shoulders (RU,RI) and I can be maybe United with me again it always reminds me of 2022-23 era of us in that backseat forever laughing.
Today in class when someone asked me which year you would like to relive and why? My answer was 2022 as my 2 were with me.
After the class I went to RU as I promised her we both would hangout together and I was supposed to have dinner their too. I went there we both talked had fun pranking and talking to others then her brother came to her room to finish some of her work for her as he heard the word IT he started questioning me about it and me being an introvert nervous wreck my social anxiety suddenly kicking in even though I knew all about it suddenly went blank and started stammering my dude came to save my skin and said calm down and tell him like you would answer our tutor in class I got more nervous and forgot what a harddisk was and then asked me ROM and RAM and I was like "read access memory"
"Random only memory" and then was like sorry and said the correct one then and made a fool out of me even though IT is one my best subjects. Then he suddenly went about my spoken English and then my English too went downhill like I forgot every single word of English I knew and then made a fool out of me. So after that we both went for dinner.
Then I remembered RI and her phone tragedy and saw she has seen my msges and didn't reply so I called her to ask about it and we both talked for it for a bit then both of us started roasting and then I told her where I was and we started roasting eachother and suddenly it was back to being in what I missed being in for 2 years for a moment I felt wishes do come true and mine did and then we started our usual gossiping and talking and then when they said they are mad at a junior who is eyeing their plot of land in my heart it gave me a random sukoon and happiness that they both love me as much as I love them and care for me too. As we went in more RI talked more about how she is being framed by a chapri as a bad person it made me so mad at that moment (think what u want that the anger is fake and all but I felt what I felt)even after RI litrall helped him pass it boiled my blood how they made fun of her not just her RU too. Me being a mood lightener I want went and made the thick air thin by starting another gossip and then they both roasted me for all the love letter reading mimicry I did and uk what at that moment instead of sadness of being roasted I felt happiness and calmess and then dad's call and he came to pick me up I wanted that 45mins to last forever and never end.
Edit: uk what RI let's go together and rot in the bathroom together to make my dream of that water fight true someday lol
Edit 2: I want to tell u all about the dreams I had in the last month's u ignored and blocked me. How I would find you sitted behind me with ur bestestest frnd and Ru beside me with me. Another one with you comming to visit me at my place on our outing we would meet her on our way and together go to UMI mam's place and have fun together with teddy ice cream. Another dream of being back in 2022 in the van. Another of my contaminated water scene but the victim would be you and we both be laughing at you
Love you and miss you two hope we can still have get-togethers even on call like this. I wish again that that we be together till we all are grannies. Well I am a granny but not you 2 so uk wut till we are grannies we will be together if you 2 drift then I will be the rope for you till you clear your misunderstandings.
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