jaylors beggining

i can save myself

warning :
violence ,swearing .

taylor's pov :

the cab has just dropped off joe at his place and all i could about when i would see him again .this has been one of the worst and best of my life .i was also partly thinking about what calvin would say when i got home but mostly joe .

the cab pulled up to my house and my heart sunk.i entered as quietly as possible and put my jacket and bag on the table when i walked in and went up to the bedroom ,thank god calvin was asleep,i mean it was 3 in the morning .i just took my clothes off and got in bed ,this day just needed to end .

when i woke up calvin wasent there ,where the hell is he now ,to be honest i didn't even care he wasn't here but i was still curious .i went down still im my underwear into the kitchen and saw calvin sat on the kitchen counter next to my bag and i saw something in his hand .it looks like a piece of paper ,maybe a post it note .i came behind him and said "what have u got there ".

"you tell me ,you chat so much bullshit with this 'i'm going out with my friends 'slut "he said now facing me inches away from me .i was scared so i took a small step back .

"w-what are you talking about "i said with a quiver in my voice .he handed me the note to let me read it .the note said

i would really like to see you again blonde ,had a good time with u give me a buzz when u can .
*joes number* -joe

i took a loud gulp and looked up at calvin .care to tell me who the fuck joe is .i looked back down at the note and hesitating i said ."he was just one of gigi's friends ,he obviously just ..got the wrong idea "i hate lying .he didn't get the wrong idea .

"YOUR A FUCKING LIAR "calvin screamed now gripping my shoulders tightly. tears streamed down my face and i tried to escape his clutch but couldn't .

"IM NOT,IM NOT ,please let me go i'm sorry "i cried loudly .i took many steps back and calvin came too until i was up against a wall ."CALVIN PLEASE IM SORRY IM SORRY "i cried into his shoulder .his face had rage building up in it ,i could see it in his eyes .he brought his mouth straight up to my ear and whispered .

"you are a slut then ,so i'll have to treat you like one "my heart dropped any many more tears came falling down .he started kissing my neck and i used all my force ,it was just enough to push him off .

"GET OFF ME CALVIN ,IM FUCKING DONE WITH YOU ,GET OUT OF MY HOUSE "i screamed still crying and pointing to the door .he slapped me in the face and i just sunk against the wall to the floor .still crying he lifted up my chin and said.

"you will regret this ,so be careful darling "he winked and kicked me in my ribs before leaving slamming the door .i just cried holding my side on the floor for a few minutes before crawling over to were i dropped the note before . i picked up my phone from my bag and has the note in my other hand and dialed the number on the note .still on the floor holding my side i was still crying inpatiently wating for him to pick up .that's when i heard his sweet voice .

"taylor ,i was waiting for your call ,what you up to "he asked with a joyful tone .i just gasped and cried down the phone ."taylor  whag wrong ?,where are you in coming now !"i just wailed and let out  my adresss ."stay there i'm coming now !"and that's what i did i stayed in that exact position on the floor waiting for him .

joes pov :

i was just in my house making a smoothie when i got a call from taylor and as soon as i heard her i knew she needed help .when she told me her address i turned off my blender in the apartment i was renting and put my jacket on .when i got to my car i typed in her adress and set off ,i needed to get there as fast as possible before anything happened .

when i got there i told security she has called me and then id,'d me and let me through .i burst  into the frount door to discover taylor in her underwear holding her side and crying .my heart shattered into a million pieces but this was about her not me .i helped her of the ground and she was gasping for breath as i help her up .i picked her up and lay her down on the couch nealing by her side .she was holding her left side and i could see a handprint on her right cheek .when i first saw her i was upset ,now i was unbelievably angry ,filled with rage .i knew what had happened .i wiped her tears and got her a glass of water .after she drank it she was breathing normally again but there was a clear bruises on her very visible rib cage that was sticking on her skin .i frowned at the sight and just put her head into my shoulder and let her cry .after a couple minutes and pulled away and just slightly smiled at me .i had completely forgotten she was in knickers and a bra at this point and she didn't really seem to care so i just ignored it (even though it was hard ) .

"thank you for coming ,i'm a little embarrassed you had to see me like this to be honest "she said tucking her hair behind her ear and looking down .

"don't be embarrassed "i said sitting on the couch with her .i smiled at her and wiped her tears of her pretty face and gently touched the bright red hand print ."care to tell me where this is from "i said tears forming .

"it's a long story .."she said putting her hand over mine that was on her cheek .

"i'm all ears "i said lifting my eyebrows .she put a blanket over and and sat up .

"well this morning when i woke up ,calvin wasent there .."

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sorry guys i warned you this one would be depressing lol .but next one's gonna be a lot more wholesome so stick around for the rest of the story ,hope your enjoying 🫶🏻