hard to love (ran haitani x fem reader)

your life.

as you were laying on the cold pavement roof, you realised that its gone darker in a matter of time. you didn't know how long you were laying on the roof, but you knew that nobody even realised that you didn't show up to class.
you tried getting up, but you couldn't due to the blood not passing through to your legs properly causing you to fall back down to the floor due to the weakness of your legs. you looked at them, and they didn't seem neat and feminine to you. you touched your bruises which caused you to whine even more. you decided to get up once again and go to the only exit from the room which is the door to the school. as you tried opening, you once again failed due to the low energy in your body, you pushed once again while using your whole body to make sure that the force acting on the door was higher then the weight of the door, you tried harder and harder until the door finally opened causing you to fall to the ground once again. as you got back to your feet you started going down the stairs to your class that was located on the second floor.
every step you took maybe you whine, you were used to getting beaten up, but this time your body was more tired than ever. as you reached your class you didn't have any power left, but you still tried to find the strength to open the door, which you failed to do, due to the door being closed. you broke down on the floor crying thinking why is your life so unfair towards you, how toxic your family is, how horrible and fake your friendships are. as you were sobbing and talking to yourself you saw someone walking to you, you were too concerned about this whole situation that you didn't realise that somebody sat next to you.

"you're still here?"- the mysterious voice asked, but somehow it was a voice you knew.

you look up and saw ran. he looked different, he had bruises all over his face and body, and he looked....tired?

"oh it you" you answered coldly as you looked up at him.

he sighed.

"what do you need ?" you spoke again.

he remained silent, but then he spoke.

"i couldn't leave a girl out alone could i ?" he said trying to act and be more masculine, but deep down he knew that what he did was wrong.

"you're insane" you said looking away

"who said i wasn't ?" he said as he chuckled, trying to make the air in the room less tense.

you smiles slightly.

"what time is it?" you asked

he could stop staring at you as you smiled, and he flinched as you spoke once again.

"ten pm, why?" he asked confused.

"TEN PM?! OMG IM GONNA BE KILLED" you said getting up and rushing to the staircase.

"wait!" he said getting up running after her and grabbing her by the wrist. "you can't run in the state you are right now !"

"none of your business what i do" you said coldly going down.

he sighed.

"where do you live at least ? let me walk you home, it's unsafe here.... there are a lot of gangs around..." he said running behind you.

you have already reached the main entrance

"how do we get out of here ?" you asked him trying to open the front door, but it was locked.

"uhhhh, i'm not sure ?" he said rubbing the back of his head.

you sighed trying to break the window.

"you want to get in trouble ?" he asked stopping you by grabbing your arm.

"i'm already in big shit, thanks to you" you said as you continued to bang on the window.

"let me do it then" he said breaking the window in one go.

you looked at him surprised as you never saw someone break a window so effortlessly.

"now you can climb out" he said as he noticed your shocked expression.

you didn't hesitate and started climbing out. he just stood there, silently, watching as you get out, looking at all of your details on your body patiently waiting for his turn.

you were already in front of the front gate trying to open it, but failing to once again.

"we will need to climb again" said ran as he looked deeply into your eyes.

"shit" you said grabbing your knees. "i don't think i can"

"i'm sure you can" he said starting to climb up.

he climbed to the other side and waited for you to do the same.

you started climbing as it was your first time doing so.

as you were climbing down he held his arms open to catch you in case you trip, which you didn't.

you started going to your streets to get home, he caught up with you and took your wrist.

"we have to be careful we can't let anyone see us" he said seriously.

you nodded, feeling a bit uneasy by what he just told you.

after a while you had now arrived home, you said thank you to ran and went inside.
he stood there for a while before going home himself.