back into the past°
december 2000, it was freezing, maybe one of the coldest winters in japan, you were wearing a autumn coat because you couldn't find one since your family wasn't rich, and your dad was an abusive alcoholic, your mother was playing the victim all the time, and didn't have the courage to go away from him, and your older sister that still lived with you, while having a boyfriend and a child, that was around 5 months old.
at that time you were around 11 years old. you were playing in the snow, alone. you didn't mind being alone most of the time, you found peace in being alone because of all of the things that are happening at home, until you get bullied by your classmates.
you were bullied for coming to school with messy hair, bruises, for being different, you never knew why people called you different even though you never were different or wanted attention, maybe because you didn't have a lavish life like them?
i hate myself you thought to yourself while seeing other kids have fun all together, while being treated as a freak.
haha look who is there sitting all alone !!! a boy pointed at you while walking towards you.
he wasn't the only one coming towards you but you were too scared to look up in case it will make things worse. you were already shaking, you wished you can just run away and hide, but there were no places to run to.
you are supposed to suffer, you were born to suffer a flashback of your father saying these words to you, and hitting you with a beer bottle, crashing it and making you bleed.
you realised that you were daydreaming too much an that the boy and his friends were surrounding you
he was quite tall and had purple eyes... you started shaking even more, you stressed yourself too much that you started to black out, but you can still see the faces...
WAIT, you thought to yourself is it ran haitani ????
and before you can do something you fainted...
i will try to post the 2 chapter in the following days, get ready for angst 🙌
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