Let Em' Know || Suna Rintaro

ex for a reason

                                        Ex For A Reason - Summer Walker, JT, City Girls

"yn if you wanted to talk to me you should should just do it" suna speaks up. my face instantly turns red. "were you reading my texts?" i whisper shout at him. some people turn back to look at us but ignore them. "i didnt mean to i just wanted to see what you were listening to" suna confesses. i dont talk to him for the rest of the period.

The bell rings and i hurry out of class to go the the gym for practice. I get changed into the managers uniform with cassie and navaeh. since its their first year as managers i have to help them out and show them what to do. 

because its the first practice nothing really happens. cassie and navaeh tell me occasionally that suna was staring at me but i ignore them and ignore him. he tried to make conversation with me but im still creeped out from earlier. i talk to the rest of the team at practice. everyone seemed distracted but its ok because its not a real practice. 

at the end of practice cassie tells me that we are going to a small pool party.  im fine with that as long as i know whos there. she says her, me, navaeh, aran, kita, and the miya twins. im fine with that as long as suna isnt going to be there.

we drive back to cassies house but i dont have a bathing suit. i tell cassie and she lets me and navaeh borrow one of her bathing suits. i just take a plain black one because its just a small hangout. im not trying to impress anyone.

ur bathing suit (if u dont like it imagine wtv u want) 

cassies bathing suit

navaehs bathing suit 

we all out bathing suit cover ups on and then left to go to the miya twins house. luckily it was still pretty warm out. its about 6:30. if it gets colder later it will be fine because the twins have a hot tub. cassie starts talking about atsumu and navaeh starts talking about aran. i start to feel left out which they notice and suggest i try talking to kita. i tell the ill think about it.

                                                       atsumus a fucking loser                                  

aran : ok i feel bad for lying to yn now.

atsumu : nah itll be fine

suna : wait what when did you lie to her

osamu : atsumu told her that you werent coming

suna : bruh im 5 minutes away

atsumu : it will be fine just talk to her

aran : maybe we shouldve given him a heads up

suna : i hate you guys

atsumu : see u soon!

i was about to get out of the car until i saw sunas car in the driveway. i resfused to get out and first but cassie and navaeh made me. "come on yn its not a big deal ignore him and talk to kita instead" cassie persisted. "fine"

we walked to the back where everyone was they were already in the pool. i was worried to take my bathing suit cover off. im not usually insecure but my ex is right there watching me. cassie and navaeh quickly took theirs off and jumped in. they signaled me to come in so i took my cover off and went it. the water was decently warm, it must be a heated pool.

i tried to go over to talk to kita like i originally wanted to do but suna swam over to me and sat on a ledge that was under the water. he signaled me to sit next to him. so i did. the first thing he did was apologize and said he regrets what he did. i honestly didnt care, i was just hoping he didnt ask me out or something. "yn i know what i did was wrong but i wanna make it up to you, can we become friends again" I decided it would make things less awkward if we were friends so i agreed.

me, cassie, and navaeh all started to take pictures for instagram and snapchat while nice for what  by drake was playing in the back. it was fun, i got a little tipsy and it seemed everyone else did to. suna and atsumu looked high out of their minds so i hope they didnt drink. of course they did though. 

once it got late we said our goodbyes, i hugged suna and kissed him. omg. i kissed suna. we were both a little drunk and he was high so theres no way he will remeber right. he smiled and walked away. "WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME" i complained to cassie and navaeh in the car. "so much for playing hard to get" cassie laughed. "i hate you both". 

wow double update. it wouldnt let me put yn's insta post so i might just put it in the next chapter. ik yn didnt talk to kita like she was supposted to. i think was just overwhelmed with the whole suna thing. anyways ive been writing a lot cus im sick and have litrally nothing to do besides sit in my bed and write this. please point out any mistakes u notice cus im still new to writing on here. anyways thanks for reading and please please please vote!