Features || Junhan

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You are now reading from Junhan's perspective.

Walking through the quiet halls of JYP, I see a small figure standing infront of my practice room on her phone as she held an envelope in her hands.
I approach the girl and greet her.

"Hey, Aera, do you need anything?" I ask quietly. She hums in response as I then notice her red eyes and nose. Was she crying?

"Yeah, Nari wanted me to give this to you before she went to the airport earlier today. She said to read it when your alone and that nobody else should see it." She then passes me the envelope with a weak smile. "Also, tell your band to meet Celestial at our studio in 10. She said theres some stuff for you guys."

"Oh, yeah sure. Thanks." I smile as I wave her bye, then entering the practice room. I set my stuff on the floor and rest on the sofa. Luckily, the others weren't here yet and they wont be for a few minutes. I quickly take out my phone and text on the Xdinary Heroes groupchat which didn't have Nari on it. I tell them to go to Celestial's studio in 10 minutes to meet them quickly. Without any questioning, they all replied with either an  'ok' or a thumbs up.

I sigh as I put my phone down beside me and look at the envelope in my hands. I slowly, and very carefully, open it and take out a lined piece of paper, then reading it;

Dear Junhan,
Hello.. It's Nari..
It might be a bit sudden that you're getting a note from me since.. I actually don't know but I reaalllyyy don't want to redo this letter again, so I'm going to keep that part in.

Honestly, it was a joy seeing you debut. I remember the first day we bumped into each other.. You offered me your hand after you almost broke my nose but I got all shy and refused, so then I got up myself. You know, I was actually chasing Aera and when she noticed I wasn't behind her, she got worried and went back to look for me.. I don't know why but she's always been protective over me like that. It's as if she's like my second mother.

Thank you so much for making our date memorable. I'll never forget the moment we shared together at the park, cafe, arcade, mall and that one hidden place where we watched the sunset. Also, thanks for the amount of money you spent just to win the bunny keychain from a crane machine.. Agh, these were such good memories I never want to forget them. Ever. Especially the ones during practice.

Like when you would always record your band mates doing weird stuff and send them to me at night. You know, whenever I was sad I'd just watch them again.

If I survive this heart transplant, I swear I'll look for you. I promise you. If I don't survive.. then I'm sorry. I swear I'll look after you.. just from afar.

Either way, you don't know how proud I am of you and your band. You guys have worked so hard ever since we first met. The vocals, skills and, surprisingly, dance got better ever since. I'm so grateful to be your composer, producer and trainer and to help you with your journey to debut. I hope you enjoy the hard life.. Value your sleep though.. You'll regret staying up all night working.

By the time one of the girls gave you this, I would already be on the plane so please don't contact me in anyway. Don't even think of me for a while, just go on as if I didn't exist at all.  For now, you need to focus on your career.

It's late now.. so I should go to bed. I'm currently writing this on my bed at night while Aera is sprawled all over her bed..
Either way, please continue working hard. I'll be Xdinary Heroes number 1 fan forever!

JJ! <3

As I close the handwritten letter, I then felt the tears on my cheeks. I was.. crying?
I quickly wipe my cheeks as I heae the door open, shoving the letter into the envelope again and hiding it underneath a cushion on the sofa and looking at the boys with a smile.

"Junhan! Let's go over to Nari's studio, I saw Yuki waiting for us outside of it." Gunil smiles at me as Jooyeon hooks his arm around mine, pulling me off the sofa and dragging me to JJ's studio where we then met Yuki comforting a crying girl who I later found out was Chunja.

"Hey guys." Yuki smiles as she greets us, us greeting her back. "The others are inside currently bawling their eyes out right now, so yeah.."

"Han Nari, why did you have to fucking go so soon?!" We all hear from inside the studio.
"That was Aera for your information." Yuki sighs. "You guys can hang out with us for a bit if you want while you get your gifts. Each bag has a note in it and some gifts."

Another note?