Should I let go of her? I think I should. I dont have a reason to hold onto her anymore other than I love her, and I miss her. She's happy now even if I'm not that's OK all that matters it her. I've been thinking of texting her, but I don't think I can without doing something stupid. I miss her a lot, and I wish things were how they used to be, but that'll never happen again. I might just let go now and let everyone be happy. Honestly losing me in my family and friends lives would only be a small inconvenience they would move on now all I need is the time and place and when I'm going to do it.i told her I would say goodbye before I left but if I didn't that she would know and try and stop me of course i want to say goodbye but that will only make things harder if I do let go..one last I love you ❤️ goodbye my darlings ill see you in another lifetime ❤️. :)
