Split

07

MARLENES POV

I look at him wide eyed. Did he just read my mind? I nod slowly before I feel his lips touch mine, I move my hand to place my vodka down kissing him back, his hands move their way to my waist pulling me closer, I move my hands to cup his face pulling him closer, his tongue slips in my mouth, god this feels amazing. but this is wrong right? RIGHT? I don't know. it feels good but it feels wrong. I don't wanna stop, I want more. But, I've never had more, I'm a virgin. The last time I almost had sex I freaked out and he broke up with me because of it, I DOUBT tom is a virgin, maybe if I don't tell him he will have sex with me. no. I should tell him.

I feel his hands move their way down cupping my ass, his kisses trail down my neck, "wanna go to my room?" he whispers before starting to kiss my neck again. "yeah..." before I could say anything else I feel his hands go under my thighs pulling me up, he starts walking to the stairs still kissing my neck, god am I too heavy? no no no, this is so embarrassing, I am not a skinny petite girl, I have rolls and thunder thighs, no no no, im way to heavy for him, oh for fucks sake. He reaches the top of the stairs walking into a room thats dark, and cold, it smells nice really nice, it smells clean. The only light source is the moon its rays shining lightly on his black satin sheets. He lays me on my back his hands roaming my body, his hands reach the button on my jeans he looks up at him and I nod before grabbing his hand. "tom.." I say looking at the ceiling, it felt the same as last time like the walls were caving in, and I couldnt breathe, and my vision felt like it was going black. "what? what's wrong..?' he crawls up a little to my face looking concerned. "I- im a virgin..." I cover my face with my hands, I felt like the room was spinning. "shhh its ok, ill be gentle I promise.." I feel his hand slowly take mine away from my face, it felt like this big weight had been lifted off of my shoulders, I wanted to cry.

He started kissing my cheek trailing it down my neck again, I felt like I could enjoy it, finally. His hand trailed down to the top of my jeans again, slowly he trailed his fingers to my button undoing it and standing up, he takes of my shoes throwing them somewhere and pulls on the edges of my jeans, I lift my hips up helping him pull them down, THANK GOD, im wearing my Lacey black panties. I pull off my jacket and after my shirt while he undos his jeans.

He looks me up in down making me flustured, he smirks pulling off his big ass shirt and crawling ontop of me, I feel his hands grab the back of my thighs pulling them up so my legs are spread and my knees are bent, he moves back to my neck leaving gentle kisses moving down to my chest, slicking his hand behind my back unclasping my bra and pulling it off slowly. I feel him leave wet kisses all over my boobs running his fingers over my nipples making my breath hitch. I dont know what to do with my arms and hands, like am I supposed to be touching somthing? I lay them awkwardly to my side. He moves his kisses lower and lower towards my core, thats when my breathing got heavier.

He hooks the edges of my underwear in his finger and slowly pulls down, he looks up at me again and I nod before resting my head back, he props my legs up again like he had them before, he kisses my inner thigh a few times before standing up, "its gonna feel weird but I promise its gonna feel good in a little bit.." he says sounding a little worried, he spreads my legs a little more before I feel his finger slowly enter me, it sent this tingle in my hips causing me to gasp and grab the sheets."shh its ok.." he rubs one of my thighs soothingly, "im gonna move it just try to relax" he starts to slowly pump his finger in and out of me, it feels weird, and it kind of hurts, but it quickly starts to feel good the tingle in my hips getting more intense a small moan escapes my lips and I could could already see the smirk on his face, his finger pulled out and I I let out a sigh, "its ok, I just had to get you wet so it would be easier" he moves back up to my face kissing me softly before pulling down his boxers. He was big, way too big, this was defiantly going to hurt.

He rubbed his tip through my folds before slowly pushing in, i let out a gasp my hands immediately finding their way to his shoulders, "tom!" it hurt, so bad. "shhh its ok" he rest his head in the nuzzles of my neck using one of his hands to run his fingers through my hair soothingly. "I'm gonna move now, just relax its gonna feel good soon I promise" he started to kiss my neck, slowly moving his hips, it hurt, I felt every inch. He let out groan still slowly moving, after a few thrusts it started to feel good, really good, I wrapped my arms around his back holding him tightly as he whispered into my ear things like , "your doing so good" "good girl" and so and so, he started to move faster, my back started to arch as I felt this quake in my core, all of a sudden he started hitting this spot that made my legs tremble, and moans escape my mouth, I couldn't stop, it felt so good. He sped up his thrusts hitting that one spot faster, and harder.

After a few more thrust I felt this jolt of pleasure rush through my body my legs shaking, I practically cried out his name, he didn't stop though he kept going after a while he pulled out and stroked him self before finishing on my stomach, I close my eyes and laid my hand over my face my legs still propped up. I heard tom sigh trying to catch his breathe before walking away and grabbing something walking over to me and cleaning me up, I opened my eyes looking at him my face red and hot. "its ok just relax, go to sleep" he said he sounded upset or sad , or annoyed but I don't know I was tired as hell, I laid back feeling tom slide my panties back on and put a big shirt on me before I completely blacked out.