Life's A Dark Circus

Mindless Self Indulgence

||a/n yes chapter is named after the band||

|| Milenko pov||

Me and Fenrir have been friends for a few months now and he invited me to a night out in town at the night club, I decided to go because why not have some fun.

As I got ready my tail wagged slightly at the idea of going out since it's been a while.

"You ready? " he texted

"Yeah I'll be there in a few" I responded

I grabbed my keys as I left the carnival and started to drive to town, u got there within a few minutes and saw Fenrir waiting outside for me, he waved as he saw me. He was wearing a leather jacket over a black sleeveless shirt and shorts with tights.

"Glad you made it!" He smiled

"Yeah, thanks for inviting me"

Having been at the club for a while Fenrir was hanging out at the bar, waiting for drinks, I was sitting on the couch a little farther away, some girls were trying to hit on me but I honestly was not paying attention, my gaze was focused on Fenrir.

Some guy walked up to him and I could hear him flirting with Fenrir, I don't know why but I couldn't help get a little jealous it when on for a while and I felt a bit of rage and more jealousy raise to my face.

Fenrir looked back at me, he seemed uncomfortable with the random man's flirting. Oh no, that's not going to happen anymore. I stand up, knocking over a girl who was laying on me, I didn't even notice she was there. I walked over to Fenrir.

"We got a problem over here?" I growled at the man who was making Fenrir uncomfortable.

The man looked visibly nervous now.

"N-no, sir" he stumbled over his words

"Then beat it" I growled and the man ran away

"Oh thank you!" Fenrir sighed as he fell into my arms, he was shaking.

I held him close.

"Come on, let's head back to the carnival" I say stroking his hair comfortingly

He nodded and I led him back to my car, opening the passenger side door for him, he climbed in. I got in on the driver's side and started the car.

after a moment of silence Fenrir spoke up "hey.... Can I tell you something"

"I- sure" I respond

"I think I have.... Feelings for you" he said quietly, blushing.

I don't know what to say, I believe I also have feelings for him, it would explain my desire to spend every waking moment with him.

"I- I uh" I want to tell him I can't help blushing and my words caught in my throat.

We eventually pulled into the run down parking lot of the dark carnival.

I took a deep breath "I have feelings for you too Fenrir" I managed to say, returning my gaze to him

"So.... Will you be my boyfriend" he asked after a long pause.

"... Yes" I nodded, blushing.

We got out of the car  and I stepped closer to him, holding him slightly  he stared up into my eyes his eyes full of love and longing. I held his Facebook gently and pulled him in for a kiss, he kisses me back and I know, this is right, this is meant to be, I love him.

||gay beans||