"Friends to ...?" Harringrove

Chapter 10:

Steve's pov: 

I looked over at will and Mike, and waited until everyone was in the car since I had to drop everyone else at home before I could be done

True car ride was silent, I didn't wanna ask what was gonna on with Mike and will because I couldn't do that to then, they are my kids after all.

It took half an hour to drop everyone off, I smiled and waved all of them goodbye before driving back to my parents house(which is practically my house since they are never there) I parked the car, and quickly got inside

I put the keys away, and went upstairs to my room 

Fast forward :

8:47 pm.

I couldn't sleep, I couldn't do anything, I'm confused with everything. These dreams keeps coming back every night, and it always has him in it.. nobody else. Just me and him, and Everytime he is about to tell me something I wake up..

I sigh and look at my phone, and began to text robin

Conversation with Robin:

Steve:robinnnnnnn

Robin: what's up dingus?

Steve: I can't sleep☹️

Robin: not my fault

Robbin: but why can't you sleep?

Steve: I've been having these weird dreams.. for a while now

Robin: what kind of weird dreams Steve??

Steve: about him.

Robin: about who?

Steve: him Robin!!!!

Robin: be specific dingus

Steve: Billy you dumbass!

Robin screenshots a message

Robin: oh?? Good dreams or?

I was hesitant to answer, but it was Robin, and I trusted her with everything

Steve: good dreams..

Robin: then what's the problem??

Steve: I just.. it's been happening non stop! I haven't had a dream without him being in it Robin!

Robin screenshots another message

Robin: dingus. You either really like him that's why he's showing up non stop, or you like him, there's no other possible way.

She was probably right.. maybe I did really really like him. But liking him was the problem. Nobody would accept me for being gay(or bi) the only person I have that ik woild is robin. Dustin and my other kids don't even know that me and Billy actually are friends.. what would they think..?

Steve: idk Robin.. maybe

Robin screenshots another message

Robin: I told you dingus! He probably had the same dreams too!

Steve: how is that even possible?

Robin: loveeee!

Steve: we don't even know anything yet Robin! We can't say it's love..

"Bullshit."

"You don't love me?"

"Bullshit!"

The scene keeps going in my head non stop.. ever since she said those words. Nothing changed, is it really love that we have..? Does he even slightly like me at all..? Maybe he thinks that's bullshit too..

I sighed, and continued to text Robin until I fell asleep