Never Surrender to the streets

chapter 15

   Xavier

Damn, it has been rough since Sienna will not talk to me anymore. She packed her and little man stuff and just left. I miss the little man. He was my son. I don't even get why she had an attitude. Loose women are always throwing themselves at me all the time. My house hasn't been the same without them. I have been putting in work every day since what happened to kid. I didn't want any more bullshit coming left field from anyone thinking I was soft. I get to Keisha to stay late to count my money when Nahiem tells me they have girls out there waiting to have a party. I join in just because I'm tired of being over-emotional over Sienna. When she's making it seem as though I do nothing right. Nahiem takes my picture with one of the girls and puts it on the gram.

"Come on, cheer up, boss; it's some pretty females here." Nahiem said.

Knowing damn well this girl gonna be on my ass like a fat kid loves cake . Sienna definitely gonna be even more pissed off seeing that picture on the gram. I decided to delete the picture That doesn't mean anything to me. These girls are here for the time being, not for a lifetime.

Boss, you can't be stuck on that girl. Man, these hoes are here to turn up with us to put a smile on our faces.

Bro, I'm not trying to be on that type of time. I already said I was good. I don't need these basic bitches on my top just cause I got money. I want my girl.

Bossman, you sound whipped.

Ain't nobody's pussy whipped. All I'm saying is I got a girl whos pregnant. I'm not trying to fuck all that up and fuck around to give her some shit I cannot take back. My girl is a strong minded solider.

"Alright, You sound like a better man than me. We going to be out here turning up with the bitches. Hopefully, one of them will suck my dick and drain it like a yogurt go-urt "

Ayo, bro you better wear latex before one of these hoes sends you that late text.

"Ayee fucking yo , bro you funny as hell for quoting that rap line. "

He's one of the best rappers alive and hands down his music gives the best advice at times. so ima live by it . I fucked up and forgot all about wrapping up with siennna. I got lucky as fuck with her. You on the other hand gonna get stuck with another bird brain like your first baby moms. 

"Man don't get me started on that bitch. All she do is bitch and moan about other shit that has nothing to do with her."

When your girl got a issue with you , then your problems become my girl problems which make it my issue. All I'm gonna say is keep your bullshit away from mine. You heard? 

"Bro I whatever issues me and my girl got don't got nothing to do with your girl."

Nah , Nahiem . All I'm saying is if this bullshit blow over into my own shit with my girl. I have no merci when it comes to it over mine. With that being said I walk back into my office to stay off to myself. All I want to do is get away from it all. I light a blunt, then start counting money again. 

Then I remembered that I had Sienna's sonogram in my desk. I couldn't help but look at the pictures. Damn, I had to change the way things played out for the sake of them. I knew for a fact I didn't want Sienna to want for nothing. If she wanted something ima go get it. She don't have to lift a finger. My babies gonna be set for life. Ima make sure they have both parents in their lives unlike me growing up. I grew up with a single parent household. My pops chose drugs over my baby sister jada and I. Jada was a baby when he decided to take off permantely . Ever since then i vowled that I would never have my future kids thinking they were less than because they didn't have a father. Or have them thinking I'm not shit because I was a deadbeat like my own fucking loser as sperm donor.

After getting lost deep in my thoughts i randomly looked at my phone calendar . I looked at my phone calendar to see when she would be due, since it was already May 15th. and she wouldn't be due till the winter December 14th. I got a long way to go. I need sienna back in my life . Nothing been the same without her. I called Jada to see if she could meet up with me in the morning to help me win Sienna back in my life. 

She agreed. I asked her to check out this shop that was in South Philly. It was a large building that could double as a barber shop and beauty salon. I wanted the beauty salon to have large white mirrors on the walls and each chair to be comfy and black patent leather. The main salon wall would have pin stripped walls with black and white walls. The name of the shop will be named the loft thirty-seven. The reception desk should be white with black trim around it. Then the computer on the desk should be the latest in PC. I want everything to be an open layout. However, i need the room separated by a fish tank. The fish tank separated the barber shop side from the beauty salon side. I want the tank to be filled with exotic fish . That way when people come into the spot they will feel peace and have something to talk about. 

When Jada heard my idea of having a dope zen place to chill at. She was all for it, saying how people love to come to places to relax while getting their hair fixed.

After my conversation was over, I did my usual job, which was to break down the money from today's profits. Half the money would stay inside the built in the wall safe. The rest of the money   coming home with me. Once i grabbed the duffle bag filled with money, i was going to head over to mama dukes house to hand over the funds to Jada.

Later my plan is to win over sienna. I planned on stopping by her new place outside of the pissy ass apartment complex she used to have. I heard from one of my street soldiers keeping an eye on her that her new spot is now closer to center city.  This time I was going to get my wife back by stopping by Sienna's apartment to see if she wanted her keys back and to come home to daddy. 

I walked outside of the office. Locking the door behind me. I walk passed the fuckery clowns have a party. I noticed everyone was turned up , but i wasn't into the musty dirty bitches nahiem brought to cheer me up.  Getting through the crowd i was almost free until Mel stopped me.

"So you really gonna keep acting weird to me?"

Man, watch out . Nobody is acting .

"Oh really , Then how come you haven't been over my place in a while?"

I been busy making moves. what did i tell you about trying to track my location and my moves?

"Boy nobody is trying to track you. I wouldn't sell you out to the feds. All I'm asking for is some of your time. Ever since you got with this bobble headed stuck up bitch . you've been way too busy for me. Why is that daddy?" she purred

looking into her eyes , all i could see was lust. I started to replay the events from the last couple of days. Finally speaking up for myself.

Nah , I'm cool off you. Maybe you and hiem can hangout. i shrug my shoulders before pulling out my keys to the truck. But this other truck was sitting across the street with someone in it. I had my nine ready if somebody was trying to meek me. I throw the duffle in the passenger side of the truck and then walk back around. Once I walked back around the person had got out of the truck and started to walk up on me. I pull out my nine as soon as I did that the shooter shot me in the arm I was still holding my gun I managed to let off some shots before they tried to kill me.

"This is a message sent from Meek, and you better stay away from Sienna."

I kept sending off rounds to kill this person before they killed me. Nahiem, tre, black, e had all walked out and started shooting at the shooter. The shooter got one last shot in before he was shot in the head. He hit me right in my side a couple of times. I was fading in and out of consciousness.