I don't sleep I say staring at the water dripping to the bottom of the tub , I don't sleep I repeat question in my tone I dream, I dream of the past and what it could have been what I did wrong what you did wrong I stay still letting the warm water hit my skin turning it red I dream more then I sleep I laugh griping the necklace I don't wear anymore was it meant to always end like this or if we ignored every sign would we be fine I say turning the nob farther to the left it burns , it really burns I whisper smiling