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Miguel x Drug addiction Reader ✰
TW Cussing, Overdoes, and Drugs.
Now playing- Dealer |Lana del ray|
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Nurse- Push Y/n Push!

Y/n- I can't do this Miguel I can't this no more!

Miguel- 5 more minutes of pain amor look her head is almost out.

Doctor- Cmon Miss O'Hara on more push.

Y/n- I don't want to do this no more !

Tears sweat falling down your face you can't do this anymore, you can't just leave your daughter like that. You grip his hands as hard as you can to push his baby out.

Miguel- Amor you almost there.

Y/n- Miguel I been pushing for an 1 and she still not out I can't this anymore!

Miguel- Just push babe I believe in you !

The nurse keeps telling you to push everyone keeps telling you to push, you dig your nails into Miguel's hands and Yardley O'Hara was born. When the doctors where caring her you looked at her. You start to panic you pushed her out? You didn't want to carry her you decline the offer.

Y/n- Can you just hand her to my husband please.

You start to tear up your a mom now. You still can't believe it you pushed her out and you where her mom, no matter how many times you saw her with Miguel, you felt empty blank starring off to space your where not ready to be a mom. You had her young and married Miguel at a young age. Yeah Miguel loved you but you still wanted to enjoy your teenage years. But you didn't wear protection and you where stuck with a kid instead.

Miguel- What wrong love? Do you want to hold her?

Y/n- No. I do not want to hold her just it!

Doctor- Try to get some rest you had a long day. And Can I speak to the father outside.

Miguel hands the baby to the nurse as him and the doctor walks outside the delivery room.

Doctor- Your wife as postpartum depression.

Miguel- Excuse me ?

Doctor- She has the symptoms of postpartum depression, how old is she and you too?

Miguel- She is 18 and I am 19.

Doctor- Make sense why she having postpartum depression. Teen moms tend to have it more due to the young age.

(I don't know if this is true Google won't show me shit instead they want me to read an article and I am not reading 200 pages of a book)

Miguel- How can we fix that ?

Doctor- We can give her some medication for it.

Miguel- Okay thank you so much!

He walks back into the room he lays down with you.

Miguel- How do you feel right now amor?

Y/n- I don't know I just feel weird like moms bound so quickly with their baby and I can't I don't want to hold her or nothing. What the fuck is wrong with me Miguel?

Miguel- It's going to take some time to bound with her.

Y/n- But already bounded with her so quickly.

Miguel- Relax amor you had a long day just go to sleep it all ready midnight.

Miguel kisses your hair and cuddles with you till you sleep. You tried to fall asleep but what's the whole point to going to sleep if you feel so empty and nervous your palms won't stop sweating.