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jungwon hurled the cigarette box at jake early in the morning, behind the school where sunghoon and jake would chatter. "you fucking ruined it all."
"I ruined it all? from what I've acknowledged the women was already scarred by your actions which we knew would happened once you were fated." jake scoffed in disbelief.
"why would you choose my soulmate to flirt with out of all the girls at the party," he snapped in frustration.
"you haven't told me that she was your soulmate, if i was slightly interested is that my fault? if I'm unaware thats not my problem, it's yours because you didn't announce it and she clearly had no problem taking my hand that night, let alone care about you, you caused your own problem, scarring everyone who walks into your life." jake emanated, facing jungwon.
"she didn't even have the string attached, you didn't even kiss her yet, you didn't even touch her, how could I possibly have known? you're going to kill yourself and her because of your reckless actions, her string not showing means a lot."
"because you kept worrying about the fucking dead, the dead that couldn't give two shits about you." jake shot a menacing glance over to jungwon.
sunghoon observed silently, "instead of arguing, jungwon you won't have much time. The strings are going to tighten, she won't give out to you even if you need it and I know you would've want to give up life now, make up with her please...for both sakes. We both can't grieve for our best friends." sunghoon frowned, implying that he'd lose his best friend and dayeon would lose hers if actions weren't made.
after getting yelled at for the past days, jungwon had started to have to weigh the pressure and guilt over his shoulder and he was already over areum and her grave and he hadn't visited at all ever since he yelled at her because he knew he wasn't the one who's supposed to be making those frequent visits.
the love in his heart wasn't to be shared with her and all of the love he had for areum withered, now all that was left was his own guilt for fucking everything up.
behind that aggressive jaw clench were tiny tears waiting to be released, jungwon ambled away and he didn't turn to look back at the two because he knew they'd spot the tears threatening to fall out. "fuck it, why am i crying?" he murmurs.
he spots dayeon and yeri enter the school building and he knew he'd only be angered if he went inside to face her, so with that he skipped all of his classes and left for the whole day.
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CEMETERY
"hey, it's been a while hasn't it dad? I've been busy this week with school and soulmate problems...I don't even know what to do with the situation. I got fated to Yang jungwon, surely you remember him and it's been hard cause we've been arguing. We argued so much that I've chose to make some reckless decisions and hit on his friend knowing what the strings would do, to be honest...." my voice cracks as tears began to form at the surface of my eyes.
"I don't know what to do anymore I don't, my string is tightening and my chest hurts and i know i don't have much longer till I get to see you, i know my soulmate will not be able to provide me with love and care but when i meet you up there I know you always will, i love you dad." i break down into tears and cried my heart out.
i turn around, the more i laid eyes on his picture the more i would burst into tears knowing he isn't her.
my face was buried into something soft as i turned around, my eyes trail up meeting the hollowed out ones of jungwon's.
quickly i backed up, "I'll be leaving, give you some time with her." i clear my throat and amble past him until he grasps onto my arm and brings me back to him.
"I'm not here for yoora, im not here for her anymore. I'm here because I knew you'd be here." he grimly responded, not even bothered to take a look at yoora's gravestone.
"im leaving."
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lacuna | yang jungwon
Romance"he's impossible, you fucking think you can handle him?" -- soulmate au.