London girl.

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After a few hours my mum comes in and wakes me up. "Y/n. I'm just getting your sister." She whispers and carries my sister into her room before coming back in and sitting next to me. "Sweetheart I know I was i little bit harsh earlier but you know I just want you to be safe." She tells me, I think she is actually sorry but i can't really tell. "Mum I'm growing up. It's bound to happen. I've not actually had sex yet mum." I tell her truthfully. "That's good. But I want you to know that when you do eventually have sex that you are safe." She says. I feel a little weirded out by the conversation but I know she's just trying to be helpful. She smiles and says goodnight before leaving and going to her room.

I check the time and it's 11:40pm. I realise I'm still in my clothes from earlier, I get up and walk over to my closet, picking out some pyjamas. I change and walk into my bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face.  After I have washed my face I stand in the bathroom just looking at myself in the mirror.  It's a good 2 minutes later before I walk back into my room and sit at my vanity, beginning to do my 'skincare'. I do my skincare and I look over at the homework I had already been given. I pull it over to me and grab a pen. Everything on the page is in German so I struggle a little but get the hang of it quickly. After an hour or so I finally finish it, I realise it's nearly 1am so I put the work to the side and get back into bed, but I'm not tired at all. I try and try to fall asleep but I just can't. It's an hour later and I still cannot fall asleep.

I grab my phone and I begin to text Tom. Will he even be awake? I really want to talk to him.

'Me: are you awake?'

I wait for a response and as I'm about to give up and just put my phone down I see a message pop up on my phone.

Tom: yeah. Is everything ok?

Me: I just couldn't sleep and you were on my mind.

Tom: I couldn't sleep either. I was gonna text you but I thought you were sleeping.

Me: that's so cute.

Tom: oh shut up. But anyways, let me come over and sneak you out and we can finish what we started.

Me: my mum would kill me tom.

Tom: she won't know ;)

Me: fine. Text me when you're outside okay?

Tom: of course. See you soon gorgeous.
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My stomach is filled with butterflies from the way he talks to me and I feel my cheeks heating up just thinking about him.
I get up and sit back at my vanity, just putting some mascara on to make myself look presentable whilst being as quiet as possible. I brush my hair and sit in my chair waiting for him to arrive.  After about 10 minutes I get a text from Tom, letting me know he's outside. I get up and exit my room, being extremely silent and I walk down the stairs. When I get to the front door I slip my extremely embarrassing little fluffy unicorn slippers on before carefully opening the door and grabbing my keys and walking out. I see Toms car and I wave before locking the door and walking to his car.

I open the door and hop in. I see his eyes dart to my slippers and he begins to laugh. "They are just amazing y/n." He says still laughing. "Oh shut up Tom. They were the only ones I could get on quick." I say, laughing a little with him. "Other than those, you look so pretty right now." He says. I feel my cheeks he  at up and I turn away, feeling embarrassed. "How cute." He says, laying his hand on my thigh. I look down at his hand then back up to him whilst smiling. "So where are we actually going Tom?" I ask him as he starts the car. "There's a place that's basically always empty and it's lit up with lights all night and it's on a cliff area. I love going when I can't sleep." He answers my question and begins driving.