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I got to sleep fairly quickly and I didn't have to worry about waking up early with it being the weekend. Seeing as it was a Saturday, I literally woke up at 12pm. I get up and walk into my bathroom and looking into the mirror and I see all of the hickeys Tom had given to me. My eyes widen and I curse to myself before hopping into the shower and cleaning myself and washing my hair.

A few hours later I get a text so I grab my phone and I see it's from bill

Bill: Are you allowed to come over today? I wanna show you some songs for the album!

Me: I'll ask my my mum. I don't know if she'll says yea tho.

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I ask my mum and surprisingly, she says yes. "Thank you mum." I tell her excitable I go upstairs to text bill back.

Me: I'll be over in half an hour. Is that okay?

Bill: finally! Let me know when you're on your way :)

Me: okay! Is Tom gonna be there?

Bill: Yeah. He told me you guys snuck out last night. Ugh imagine sneaking out without me.

Me: oh bill I don't think you would have wanted to be there ;)

Bill: EWW HE TOLD ME YOU GUYS WENT TO A MOVIE!
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I laugh at bills message before beginning to get ready, I do my usual routine before walking to my closet to pick an outfit. After a few minutes of searching, I finally decide.

I grab my headphones and my bag before leaving my room and walking downstairs

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I grab my headphones and my bag before leaving my room and walking downstairs. I say goodbye and leave my house to begin the walk. I put my headphones on and play 'Left outside alone - Anastacia'. I text bill and continue walking.

I soon arrive and I nervously prepare myself before knocking on the door. I wait a moment before bill opens the door and smiles "hey! Come in." He says and let's me In. "Hi bill." I say taking my headphones off and following bill into a little studio they have in a spare room. I see Tom sitting on a couch with his guitar on his lap. He sees me and Lays his guitar down and gets up, walking towards me. As bill sets his things up Tom lays his hands on my waist and looks down at me. I look into his eyes and blush slightly and bill turns back around and looks at us, "enough of that mushy shit, Tom tune your guitar whilst I go let Georg and Gustav in." Bill says, laughing at us before walking out to get the guys.

I sit down on the couch and Tom quickly follows and sits next to me, "you covered my marks up pretty well." He says, beginning to tune his guitar. I laugh a little as he's concentrating on his guitar. I see the marks I left on his neck have darkened and I reach over and softly run my fingers over them, "you clearly didn't. Did you want to show them off or something?" I ask him, laughing a little. "You know I do. The way your mouth works makes me go fucking crazy." He tells me, making my cheeks heat up and I look into his eyes. He smirks a little and continues to tune his guitar. As I'm admiring Tom, bill Gustav and Georg walk in. Gustav and Georg greet me with a hug and they begin to prepare to play.

They all are set up fairly quickly and I am still extremely nervous around Tom. For some reason I didn't actually know what I felt for him, his touch was so fucking intoxicating and I've learned to trust him with my body, but I haven't learned to trust him with my feelings. I know I want to go somewhere with him but I don't know how long it's going to take. "Y/n?" I snap out of it from Tom snapping his fingers in front of my face. "Sorry I was just zoned out." I tell them truthfully as my cheeks heat up from embarrassment. "Yeah we can tell, but we're gonna play a song for the new album coming out next year, it's called Reden. If you actually understand any lyrics..well nevermind." Bill says and counts them down as they begin to play.

As the song goes on, all I can focus on is Tom. The way he's so passionate about what he does. The way he concentrates. The way he perfects every aspect of the song. I'm actually enjoying the song a lot. I understand a little bit but I'm still not good at German so I'm also a little confused half of the time. The song comes to an end and I give them a little round of applause and they're all smiling.

"Glaubst du, es hat ihr gefallen?"("do you think she liked it?") Tom says, completely confusing me even more. "Ich glaube, sie mochte dich mehr."("I think she likes you more.") Georg follows on and I see Tom smirk "sie besser. " ("she better."). They all look at me and see my extremely confused expression on my face. They all laugh a little, "we were just talking about the song don't worry gorgeous." Tom tells me. I really don't believe it but I go along with it. Tom gets up and walks over to gustav and Georg whilst bill comes and sits next to me. "What did you think?" He asks me. "It was good. Beside the fact I understood four full words it was good." I reply, laughing with him a little.

Toms pov:
"Soll ich sie auf ein Date mitnehmen?"("should I take her on a date?") I ask the guys. "Glaubst du, dass ihr das gefallen würde? Ihr kennt euch erst seit etwa einer Woche." ("Do you think she would like that? You've only known each other for a week or so.") Gustav answers and Georg agrees. "Ich weiß das, aber ich möchte nicht, dass sie so ist wie die anderen. Ich möchte, dass sie diejenige ist, mit der ich mich zufrieden gebe. Ich habe das Gefühl, dass sie anders ist." ("I know that but I don't want her to be like the others. I want her to be the one I settle for. I have a feeling that she is different.") I say, knowing that sounds like some cliche love story type of shit. They laugh a little but i look at them, letting them know I'm genuinely serious.

Y/n pov:
As me and bill are talking, I can't help but look over at Tom and admire him. He's just so perfect oh my god. I think bill catches on to it and laughs, "the way you look at my brother is so cute." He tells me and I go red and hide my face. "Stop it billll." I say, giggling a bit. "Be honest with me y/n, would you ever want something with him? You're like all he's talking about recently." Bill tells me truthfully. I smile a little, feeling special. "Well I mean..he's sweet and all plus he's good with his- nevermind. But i know I've only known you guys for a little bit but I'm still getting used to being here. You guys are my only friends and I just wanna get comfortable before I make big decisions. You know what I mean?" I tell him, just letting the truth out. "I understand. I want you to be careful with him though. I know I'm his brother and all and I'm meant to support him all the time but he doesn't keep a girl for long so be careful Okay?" He says, whispering the last part. I nod and the guys come back over to us.

I now feel a little worried for what might happen. What if I don't end up liking him how I want to? What if he doesn't treat me right? What if I don't treat him right? What if I fall for someone else? I sit with my mind racing and I begin to wonder if it will work how I know we both want it to.

BRO THIS IS THE MOST BORING BULLSHIT THING IVE EVER WROTE BUT IDK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. (But have y'all heard addisons new songs? They kinda....)

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