I walk downstairs after I hear a knock on the door, it's steffani. My little sister runs behind me and my parents go to the front door, me and stas following close behind. My mum opens the door I see steffani and her family, gathered with their bags and a few gift bags. I move past my mum and I basically jump onto Steffani, engulfing her in my arms. We both let out excited high pitch squeals as we hug eachother. Everyone greets each other and we all go inside. I take steffanis bags up to my room and I come back down, talking with her and my second family.
An hour later ~
I drag steffani up to my room and we both flop on my bed, hugging each other once again, showing how much we actually missed each other. "I missed you so much Steffani." I tell her, laying my head on her chest as I feel an important piece of me is restored. "I missed you too." She says, running her fingers through my hair like she used to. We stay like this for a while, talking about old memories and updating each other on our lives.
"Oh I forgot to mention, if you're up for it, Tom and the guys invited us to hang out later." I tell her. "Sure. I'd love to." She says, still fidgeting with my hair. "I'll tell Tom." I say, taking my phone out and I text him, just letting him know. "Oh! So Tom is your little boyfriend am I right?" She asks, making me laugh a little.
"Not yet. I really like him and he's so sweet." I tell her truthfully as I wait for a reply. "Is he good?" she asks, smirking slightly. This makes me giggle nervously and I look up at her. "Oh he's good alright- and oh my god he found my vibrator earlier." I tell her, covering my face in embarrassment and she bursts out laughing. "What did he say?" She asks in between laughs. "He asked me if I had ever used it while thinking of him and well of course I have. Who wouldn't?" I say, making her gasp before laughing again.
Suddenly, my phone begins to ring so I pick it up and it's Tom. "Hi gorgeous." He says and Steffani covers her mouth so stop herself laughing from the previous subject. I laugh a little before replying, "hi Tom." I say nervously as I try not to laugh again. "What's so funny?" He asks. "Oh nothing." I say, knowing I was holding myself back. "Hmm okay. Well bill and I are on our way now so get ready. Tell your little friend to get ready too." He says, making Steff laugh. "Okay Tom." I say laughing too. "See you soon gorgeous." He says and I say goodbye, hanging up and as soon as I do that, steff erupts in laughter, I follow close behind.
We both get ready fairly quickly as I hear the guys outside. "I'm really nervous y/n." She admits. "They aren't that bad. You'll be okay, and if you want to leave, we can." I tell her, reassuring her. We both walk downstairs and we tell our parents where we are going before saying goodbye and walking out. I softly take Steffanis hand in mine as we walk to the car. We both get in and I greet them both. "Guys this is steffani. Steffani this is bill and Tom." I say, introducing them to each other. They all say hello and bill begins driving. "Where are Gustav and Georg?" I ask. "They're at our house now." Bill tells us as we get closer to their house.
We arrive and we all get out, I can tell steff is extremely nervous so I hold her hand and I send her a reassuring smile. She smiles back as we all walk into their house. We are met with Gustav and Georg. I give them a hug and they both greet Steffani. We all walk into the living room and sit on the couch, steff and Tom being on either side of me. I feel toms hand snake onto my thigh, squeezing lightly. I look at steff and she has a small smirk on her face and we both laugh.
"Should we watch a movie?" Bill suggests and we all say yes. "Oh please could we watch the newest Harry Potter movie? Me and steff loved it." I ask and everyone agrees. Bill puts the movie on and steff lays her head on my shoulder and I lay mine on top of her head. As we are watching, i look down at steff and realise she's sleeping. I grab a blanket and lay it over the both of us before quickly falling asleep too.
We get awoken by the sound of the somebody knocking on the door. Bill gets up and answers it. Turns out they had ordered some pizzas and we had missed the entire movie. We both laugh a little as Tom says, "you both seemed to love that movie.". The comment makes everyone laugh and bill sets the pizzas down and we all begin to eat.
"Bill, ich habe dir gesagt, dass sie heiß sein würde." Georg says to bill. He laughs and agrees. "Danke Jungs." Steffani says, making everyone look at her, Georg looking horrified. I didn't even know she could speak German. "When the fuck did you learn that?" I ask her. "I was bored so I decided to learn German. Don't you know German?" She asks me. "You know I don't, I barely understand English never mind German" I tell her, laughing as we all continue eating.
Tom leads his hand further up my thigh and I look at him, a smirk growing on his face. He leans in, kissing my lips softly, his hand snaking around my neck as he continues to kiss me. I pull away and I see georg getting up, walking over to steff and sitting down next to her. They begin to talk and I look at her, smirking as they chat. Tom pulls me closer to him, kissing me once more.
"I feel really single right now" bill says, gustav agreeing, "So am I don't worry.".
I pull away from Tom and I whisper, "can we talk in your room?", he nods and we both get up and I whisper to steff, "I'll be back" I kiss her cheek softly and I walk upstairs with Tom. We enter his room and I sit on his bed, bringing my knees up to my chest. "Are you okay?" He asks, sitting next to me. "What are we?" I ask, being too nervous to look at him.
"Well uhm.." he says, not really knowing what to say. "What are we Tom. It's been playing on my mind recently and I want to know. Are we just friends? Are we exclusive? Just tell me." I ask, practically begging for him to tell me. "We're friends with benefits i guess. I'm not looking for a relationship" He says, making my blood boil. "Tom I really like you." I say, looking at him. "I know you do, I just don't really know who I want at the minute " He says, making my heart feel fragile. "It's okay." I say before taking out my phone and checking the time, "it's getting late, i should go." I tell him, getting up.
"Y/n please. Im sorry." Tom says, still sitting down. "It's fine Tom." I tell him, giving him a little smile and I walk out, trying to hold back tears. Everyone looks at me as I walk back down alone and I can tell steff can sense somethings wrong. "You okay?" She asks, standing up and walking over to me. "I'm good, can we go?" I say quietly and I hear Tom walking down the stairs and I'm determined to leave before I begin to cry. "Guys we're gonna go.." I say softly, grabbing Steffani's hand. Everyone say's goodbye and we leave.
"What happened?" Steff asks as we are walking back to my house. As soon as she finishes her sentance, I break down. We stop and she pulls me into a hug. "Hey, talk to me. It's okay." She comforts me. "I asked him what we were, and he told me that we were just friends with benefits, and I have no problem with that but he doesn't even want a relationship right now, and I told him I really liked him and he said he didn't know who he wanted.." I say in between cries. "Is he kidding?" Steff says, clearly annoyed.
We continue walking until we reach my house. We both walk in and go straight up to my bedroom. Steff and I change into some comfortable pyjamas and we go to bed, falling asleep whilst I'm in her arms, feeling heartbroken.
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London girl.
FanfictionY/N is an 16 year old student from London and she moves to Germany for her fathers work. She goes to a new school where she first meets Bill Kaulitz, they quickly become good friends and Bill later introduces Y/N to his twin brother Tom kaulitz. The...
