Love in the middle of the forest { Y/N and JK }

Chapter (1) • The beginning of the big change

In a rainy day,I was in my room thinking about my life decisions when mom came to tell me that we need to discuss.
I was confused but I accepted. We set all around a table and started talking.

Dad : "You know that your cousin's wedding is soon ... and by the occasion ... we want to..."

Mom interrompted him and said with an enraged face: "He wants to say that now you're mature and that it's time to find your love. I don't want to disturb your life but it's time !"

 
I was shocked that I couldn't say anything but I ended up saying : " I don't know ".

 
Mom started laughing and said in a sarcastic voice : "You should know. We will give you one month to find your husband. It's not our problem if this period of time isn't enough to get to know about him. And if you don't find him we will choose for you. Is it clear ?"

I stayed speechless and I just left the house crying.No one stopped me as if they knew that I would escape or maybe they just don't love me.
It was cold. I didn't know where I was going to but I kept running untill I found a forest. I decided to discover the place. I walked for hours. The trees were huge, the river's water was tasty,the little birds were singing like angels and horses were just like fairy animals... It was like in a dream or like a painting.

I kept walking untill I found a little house far away. I was wondering who would live there. I didn't want to enter but I felt obliged to.
It was small but cosy. It feels like you are in heaven. There was a little kitchen made by wood, a little warm room, some inside plants and books. Everything I was needing was there.
I made a soup with some vegetables that I picked in my way. Then I cleaned the house. And at night I read a book. That day was amazing.

 
Already 1 week spent there and no one seemed to live in the forest.So I was happy to stay alone after all I had everything I need and I never felt bored.
But one day, when I was reading my favourite book next to the river I heard some laughs coming from the little garden that I made. The voices were familiar to me and for a second I thought they were my brothers.

 
I wasn't scared but I wanted to leave because who knows these people are maybe dangerous. But it was too late they already arrived to the river.
They were seven. All handsome,confident and they seemed to be kind as like walking dreams. And the man that I found the most attractive was apparently called Jungkook.

 
One of them came next to me and said : " Hi! What are you doing here?"

I answered him :"It's not your business. I'm here and that's it. Mind your problems please"

He called his friends by their names to join him. And the one who's named Taehyung set closer to me and said :"You don't have to be rude with us we just want to help you."

 
I wanted to go but he took my hand and said :" We don't want to hurt you. We are just worried about you. Last year a lady like you was found killed here. She was living in a little house in the middle of the forest".

I told him :"Thank you for worrying about me but I don't need any protection. It been already 1 week that I live here and it seems quiet and secured."

The other one whose name is Jimin asked Taehyung to leave me and said :"It's fine for you then. We were trying to help you but you refused. You can die if you want. And just to inform you, we won't die here because we have our van and we are seven men. We are not like you. If something dangerous happens we will just drive the van out of here. Now you can go if you want to".

I started crying remembering the reason of living here. 

They were all looking at me confused. I don't blame them I was so weak and sensitive that time that anything simple could make me cry like a mess. 

I was a crying mess,yes, and I hate being like that but I couldn't. How can you be happy knowing that you'll get forcely married to someone you don't know if you don't find him by yourself ? Being ignored and forgetten from your own family ? The ones you thought they'll be always with you. Why life changes this fast ? Why it turns hell from a day to another ? And why life made me meet these men now ? Sometimes destinity makes things worse for you and this is what no one can escape from. 

I was thinking that I'll live my dream life as I always wished but here I'm finding myself in a forest crying like a stupid infront of seven men. Am I this weak ? I've never thought that I'll cry like that one day. But is it really the destinity of almost every girl ? Do I really need to get married ? No I won't ! This is my decision I won't let any human affect me ! I'll never love someone. No never ! So I just looked at the sky with my teary eyes while everyone was looking at me as like I was something supernaturel. I'm saying something because they were really confused. Am I this confusing ? Here I'm confused weither I stay with them or go home. No I won't stay ! I should not fall in love with anyone. I should not let anyone affect me !

 I won't obey my parents. What else are they going to do ? I was thinking so much that I got tired. All these thoughts were the cause of my fears. Or is it the fear that made me think like that ? 

 And I fainted so much I was thinking. I was just lost in my thoughts as like everyday but that was different. Negative thoughts took controll of my mind which isn't usual for me. I couldn't support them anymore. Is life against me ? Agh... so much thoughts.

Author's note ~ I hope you like this chapter. It was a little bit long but you can always tell me if you want one shorter than this. I got these ideas at night at 4:52 Am and now it's 7:00 Am. I don't know why I woke up with these ideas. Anyway, enjoy your reading.
I purple you guys.