notes; kang haerin [smau]

half written; [yes? no?]

haerin,

you said freesias were your favourite flowers, so i got some for you! hope you like them :)

i heard normal freesias symbolise friendship and trust, but i don't really like that. i don't think that fits us. white freesias symbolise innocence and purity; fits us a little more, don't ya think? they're also used a lot in wedding ceremonies (could be us one day). nah i'm kidding. unless..?

um this is kinda awkward for me, so bear with me please. you know, intro pysch wasn't the first time i noticed you. i remember seeing you for the first time when we were in high school actually, i never knew who were, just knew that you were that one cute girl from the class down the hall. cute girl from down the hall. has a ring to it, no? and when we got into college, i was kinda glad when i saw you. i was really relieved to see a familiar face, even though we never ended up talking. then i saw you were in my intro pysch class, like what are the odds of that? okay, i'm stalling.

haerin, i think you've realised this but i really like you. crazy how this started from me just writing notes for you. well, i mean i'll still write them for you if you want, i won't stop. unless you tell me to, which i think would be dumb, because as much as i like you.. you're kinda failing. no judgement, i swear, just an observation. okay, i'm ranting again. well? is it really considered ranting if i'm writing this? like wouldn't ranting mean im saying it? okay i'll stop im sorry. i mena it though, i really like you. it's okay if you don't like me back, i just wanted you to know.

with love,
y/n <3

as she read the letter, the soft smile that haerin sported kept on widening - which didn't go unnoticed by her dormmate (unfortunately for her, not for you though).

you jumped up from where you were sitting on the couch, earning a shriek from hanni and sprinted towards your room. you ripped a piece of paper out of your notebook, grinning as you scribbled messily;

be my gf?
[ ] yes [ ] no

leaning back to admire your work (it really wasn't that impressive), you felt a rush of happiness, a flight of butterflies released into your stomach. you folded the note before you jogged back into your living room, reaching for the door knob.

"y/n, what the fuck was that? you scared me, asshole. wait, where are you going?"

"haerin." that seemed to be enough of an explanation for hanni as she let out an approving hum and turned to resume scrolling on her phone. she's a weird one, you thought.

you walked over to the dorm next door and plopped yourself down on the floor. you slid the note under the door, something you've done countless times before - but this time it was different. leaning your back onto the door, you heard squeals from the other side. now that was definitely danielle. you started grinning and quietly laughing to yourself, gaining some judging looks from students walking down the dorm halls. but you didn't care because haerin likes you back. you felt like you were back in high school again, the giddy feeling returning as you felt a nudge near your hand, a note being pushed onto your side of the door. you rushed to unfold it;

be my gf?
[x] yes [ ] no

"oh my fucking god."