I'm NOT a fan!!!1!

"Hi Finn gtg!!"

All day at school I was doodling things to do with carmie on anything I could find. I drew a cartoon of him on my maths book, I drew an Italian flag on my hand and I even started thinking of inspirational tweets like carmie tweets (@touchdalight on twitter)

When the last bell finally rang I gathered my stuff and ran out of class, but was stopped by Finn, my ex boyfriend. Ugh!

"Hey em!" Finn said.

"Hi Finn gtg!!" I rushed.

"Wait!!!" Finn called, "can I take you back out tomorrow night. We need to restart!"

"NO FINN! You had your chance but you ruined it!!!" I screamed and stormed off. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. He hurt me so bad!! Carmie would NEVER do that to a girl. Carmie would NEVER do that to me!! Why can't all boys be like Carmie? I cried even harder bc carmie weren't here to support me when I needed him.

When I got home I ran to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.

"Ugh!!" I yelled at my reflection. My cheeks were stained with mascara. I went to cry harder when I remembered what I saw in a magazine a while back. I traced back my memory till I remembered excactly what it said :

"What to do when you need a confidence boost:

1. Go to a mirror
2. Say "hi who are you? You're so pretty!!"
3. Twirl around
4. Blow a kiss to the mirror/to the haters
5. Be confident "

I did all the steps and then added a sixth one:

"6. Say "carmie sellitto will want to date you!""

Uh oh! I shouldn't of done that!! More tears welled from my eyes as I remembered that carmie doesn't date fans!! Ugh!!

Me: hols, I NEED a plan for him to fall in love with me !!

My girl Holly💛💜💜💚❤️💛❤️💚💚💚💚💖💕💕💘💞💛💓💓💗💗💔💛💛❤️: OMG I know!! What if you pretend that ur not Acc a fan and that ur just accompanying me so then he can date you!!!?

OH MY GOD! Holly was a genius!! This is why I have the best best friend in the world !!

Me: OMG HOLLY I LOVE U UR SO SMART AGHHH!!!!

I got out my outfit for tomorrow, set my alarm for 9am (ugh!! This MEETUP better be worth it!!) and went to bed with a smile on my face :)