fall from grace;

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pairing- groupie!sirius black x rockstar!reader
warnings- 18+ content. let me know if i should add more.
an- i'm just a whoreeeeeeeeeeeeeee 🚩😔 [i wanna love my dreams ok]

'and this,' you pant into the microphone as the music surges within your veins, 'is for you,' the crowd breaks into a howl. you chuckle softly into the microphone and say,

'now obviously i can't sing better than the fucking music industry, do what you will,' the crowd breaks into applause again as you slowly start tearing the lyrics off 'don't blame me' by taylor swift off your lips.

the 'you' in question is your backstage groupie, sirius motherfucking black. it excites your insides as your stomach erupts in butterflies. according to stage performance and your 'plan' one of the background dancers grabs you by your waist, pushing you towards him. you feel the hotness of his breath wash over you, fingertips hot on your body as you kneel down on your knees, your voice echoing throughout the stadium.

'Don't blame me, love made me crazy If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be usin' for the rest of my life'

you roll your hips, as the dancer grabs you by your hair, pulling you to face him.

I've been breakin' hearts a long time, and Toyin' with them older guys Just playthings for me to use Something happened for the first time, in The darkest little paradise

his hand lands itself on the small of your back, and you bend backwards and you meet the stormy gray eyes for whom your ploy had been plotted.

Shakin, pacin', I just need you

you see his jaw tighten among the flashing lights and you smirk, turning your back towards the dancer. you lay your head on his shoulder, singing into your microphone, as his hands trail across your body.

For you, I would cross the line I would waste my time I would lose my mind They say, "She's gone too far this time"

the crowd jeers you on, as you sing with your heart thumping against your ribcage as the image of sirius' cock buried deep inside your throat flashes through your mind. you lock eyes with sirius as you continue singing.

Don't blame me, love made me crazy If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be usin' for the rest of my life Don't blame me, love made me crazy If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right Oh, Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be usin' for the rest of my life

madness surges within you as images of you getting drunk with pleasure on his cock flashed into your mind with every lyric that you sang. you knew your plan worked, and he knew it was your plan. he knew it and it made it even more sinister.

his face looks even more handsome lost among the crowd which screams for you, as you roll your hips against the dancer's crotch. the echoes of his voice as he breaks you apart crawl into your head.

My name is whatever you decide And I'm just gonna call you mine I'm insane, but I'm your baby (your baby) Echoes (echoes) of your name inside my mind Halo, hiding my obsession I once was poison ivy, but now I'm your daisy

you feel like an angel with broken wings soaring through the dark sky, falling down as sirius' eyes turn maniac as he gazes into yours. it's like a drug and you continue singing.

Don't blame me, love made me crazy If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be usin' for the rest of my life (yeah, ooh) Don't blame me, love made me crazy If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right Oh, Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be usin' for the rest of my life

you're singing it for him. and he knows it. he knows you're crazy for him, he knows you're a maniac for him. he knows you're too far gone for him. he knows he gets you to a high you've never reached before.

I get so high, oh Every time you're, every time you're lovin' me You're lovin' me Trip of my life, oh Every time you're, every time you're touchin' me You're touchin' me

he makes you soar. it's a trip for you, your secret moments and the your fans don't know what a crazy woman you are for him.

Every time you're, every time you're lovin' me Oh Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be usin' for the rest of my life Usin' for the rest of my life, ohh-oh

his jaw tightens harder lip pursed together.

Don't blame me, love made me crazy If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right (doin' it right, no) Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be usin' for the rest of my life (oh) Don't blame me, love made me crazy (ooh) If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right (you ain't doin' it right) Oh, Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be usin' for (I'll be usin') the rest of my life (I'll be usin')

he grits his teeth. you know he's angry. 'i'm gonna fuck you like a fucking ragdoll,' he says through his gritted teeth.

I get so high, oh Every time you're, every time you're lovin' me You're lovin' me Oh, Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be usin' for the rest of my life

and you want him to.

part two only if this reaches the right audience. or if i get horny we never know

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