Fire on fire (woosan)

Chapter 5

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I cuddled into my warm pillow, whining a bit and leaning into the touch. I moved my hands from under my head to wrap a hand around my pillow's…slim…waist? My eyes bolted open at that blinking a few times to make sure that I wasn't seeing things. San's eyes were shut softly, his eyelashes laying on his skin ever so delicately. His face looked much softer like this, asleep and worn out.

I reached out a hand to touch San's face , I just couldn't resist it. I held his face and his skin was smooth like butter. I was so lost in admiring his lips that I didn't see San open his eyes. He held  my wrist tightly as to stop me from further exploring his face. His eyes held so much resentment and his brows furrowed in annoyance, while I was still processing what was happening and surprised like a deer caught in headlights.

"Don't you fucking touch me again" He spat while roughly letting go of my wrist and getting out of the bed. I was so stunned and couldn't look away in time when he got up and I realized he was naked. I looked at his back and it was filled with nail scratches and they looked red, they probably hurt. Did I do that? I inwardly grimaced.

"If you're done drooling, get up and fucking leave" Said San looking even more irritated. He was already dressed up in just grey sweatpants , no shirt whatsoever. His defined six pack on display and you could see the deep v-line making its way downwards. He's going be the death of me i swear. "What…?" I asked in confusion not understanding a thing. What did I do? And why was he acting like he wasn't balls deep in me a few hours ago?

"Are you fucking kidding me? Kid leave, the night is over and I need my space. Get the fuck out while I'm being nice." He spat angrily. He went to one of the drawers of the dresser and pulled out a box of cigarettes and a lighter.

His words pierced my heart like a blade. So yesterday meant nothing to him? Like I know it was a one time thing and whatever but did he have to be so mean about it? I didn't realize I had tears rolling down my face until I tasted something salty. I sniffled and tried to sit up but a sharp pain made it's way on my lower back and ass. I cried in pain and I heard San scoff as he rolled his eyes. He left me and walked towards another door in the room that I assumed was the bathroom.

I bit my bottom lip and got up despite the pain. I found my clothes on the floor and limped towards my shoes. I didn't bother wearing them and held them in my hands, in a hurry to leave the room. My tears trickled down like a river and I couldn't stop them. I had to find Yeosang and get out of here.

When I got downstairs, I heard laughter in the living room. The scattered  bottles and plastic cups were proof of what went down yesterday. I scanned the room for Yeosang and wiped my tears with the back of my hand. I saw Yeosang sitting on the couch with Mingi and Yunho. There was a passed out Chan and Changbin on the other couch.

"And I was like woah girl i don't mind but—" I cut off Yhuno not even bothering to greet them.

"Sangie we need to go" I said my voice hoarse. Yeosang took one look at me and knew I wasn't okay. He got up and walked towards me.

"I'll see you guys. Thank you for inviting us." Yeosang said waving at them. Mingi looked at me for a second too long and seemed to have come to a realization, like it was something casual.

"I'll drive you guys home and it's not up for discussion. "  Mingi stated and I grabbed his car keys that were on the table in the middle. We walked to the car in total silence and usually I would try to start a conversation but I was just wrapped up in my thoughts. We got inside the car and I winced a bit when I sat down, he sure can fuck. I inwardly chuckeld sadly. I just lost my virginity to a guy who wants absolutely nothing to do with me. How did I go from sweet Jaehyun to San? I know we weren't together but he could've at least handled it differently or left before I woke up. I didn't realize I was crying again until I felt Yeosang wrap his hands around me and wiped my tears away. I went on full sobbing as I held on tightly to Yeosang.