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{Warning - talk of SA abuse drugs swearing violence }
Johnb - it's nots as bad as he looks
Y/n- what happened
I run to the bathroom and get everything I need and come back patching his face up I lift his top and can see the bruising starting his just look at the ground I can feel tears starting he looks at me the puts his hands on top of mine stoping me
Johnb - I told Sarah not to get you you just worry to much look now your crying
Y/n- your my brother johnb how can I not Cry your all I have left of this life and your hurt I hate seeing u hurt
Johnb- yeah well it don't matter I'm fine okay it only hurts a bit
Y/n- how did this happen
Johnb- I can't tell you okay just leave it
I look at him confused what does He mean why can't he tell me we don't keep secrets from each other we tell each other everything for god sake
Johnb- you okay
Y/n- why can't you tell me is it someone I know
Johnb looks at me like I'm going to hate him oh shit I do know them rafe omg
Y/n- It was rafe I knew not to trust him but I did anyways, even after what he did to me
Johnb- it wasn't him
Y/n- then who was it please just tell me
Johnb - I'm sorry
Y/n-don't be johnb
I walk out and get some snacks and water all the stuff I use to get when we would stay up and watching grey's anatomy we are obsessed with it yeah yeah some don't like it but it's like our comfort show we would fight bad then we would sit in the lounge room and just watch it we have probably watch it like 5 times over and over when I walk back in his still just sitting on the end of his bed .
I sit nexts to him and he lays his head on my shoulder I feel so bad and then this little voice pops up in my head kinda like a Flash back
That's a lot of blood Jessie
It's fine it's not mine
Y/n- oh my fucking god
Johnb- what
Y/n- Jessie did this
Johnb- y/n please it's fine leave it be
I sat there watching tv with the snacks everywhere I waited until johnb feel asleep witch was only like 5-10 minutes I stand up and walk out of the room everyone look at my red puffy eye I look away
Y/n- Sarah take me home now please
Sarah- don't you want to wait for johnb to wake
Y/n- Sarah I want to go home
Jj- come here cupcake I'll take you
As we drive home my eyes are stinging Because of how much I have been crying I don't understand why Jessie would do this like he told me he was gay was that just a lie to get in my pants how could someone lie about that I'm shaking jj pulls up I seeing his car is still her I say good bye to Jj and get out of the car.
As I walk in I don't see rafe or him I walk up to my bed room and lay in my bed I try to think about everything what the hell happened to the guy that gave me flowers every day in the cruise we stayed up watching the sunrise then sleep watching movies swim on the top pool on the boat until it was midnight
Jessie- hey your back
Y/n- what are you still doing here
Jessie- I'm guessing u know now
Y/n- no shit Jessie how could you do that I can't believe you i thought we were bestfriends
Jessie- that's just it y/n yours such a tease sleeping in the same bed with me in just underwear and shirt
Y/n- you say you were gay
Jessie- yea I did but I only said that so I could find away to get with you and know we are I know u like me for what happened before you left
WARNING PLEASE DONT READ IF THIS MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE
Jessie came right in front of me pulling me closer to me I wanted to hit him but he grabbed my arms pining the behind my head as he pushed my body to the bed I try to move but he don't let me
Jessie - I'm just going to have to take what's mine
Y/n- Jessie get off me Jessie what the hell im not yours
Jessie- yes you are
He started kissing up my neck he puts one hand over my mouth and the other in my pants I'm crying so much I can stop he slide my pants down and licks his lips
Jessie - scream and I'll hurt you I mean screaming in pleasure is okay baby
I don't move I'm scared I hear someone walking and know that Jessie didn't here so I take the chance
Y/n- HELP HELP
I feel a sharp pain in the side of my hip I let out a cry
Rafe- what the hell is going on
As soon as rafe open that door it's like all the flash backs come back at once to the first day I met him to our first kiss then flash back of me and johnb run through my head me Jj and johnb running around mine and johnb dad calling out to us while we play near the water then the day our dad was gone my mum come and she's dragging me away
Flash back
Jj/ I'm sorry y/n his gone we found out this morning
Y/n- no your lying he can't be JOHNB JOHNB I can see you standing there tell me tell me it's not true
Jj- look your mums here
Y/n- No please stop stop get off me get off me
Miss Thornton - baby stop crying and stop pulling away your going to be okay
Y/n- johnb please help me please don't let them take me away from you I need you johnb
End of flash back
As I'm crying I come back to it seeing rafe standing there crying but now Jj is here with johnb there all crying when did they get here what the hell why is my side hurting so much wait Jessie why does he have blood all over him again didn't he change why is there a knife in his hand what is going on
Johnb- what did you do I'm going to kil* you
Jessie- I I I omg I'm sorry I don't know
Rafe- SHUT THE FUCK UP SOMEONE CALL THE AMBULANCE
Jj- hey y/n look at me babygirl look at me hey there them pretty eyes
Y/n- Jj what's going on
Johnb- y/n keep your eyes open don't shut them please I need you
Rafe- Jessie don't touch her you did this
I can here them talking but now my head is spinning johnb yelling Jj crying rafe is screaming I look down blood it's everywhere why what happened shit that hurts then it hits me
