DIGITALTIME ONESHOTS!!!

EXPLAINING ALL OF COLINS PAST

TW:MENTIONS OF ABUSE AND SH.

HUMAN AU

COLINS POV:

Me and tony are quite popular on social media. I have mentioned that ive been abused in videos before...but ive never told our fans EXACTLY what happened. But..i decided that i will today. Tony said he will be in the video with me. Hes so sweet. We set up the camera and sit next to each other on the couch in front of it. It starts recording. I take a deep breath and look at the camera. "Hi,everyone. Some of u have been asking what all happened when i was little,so ill be doing it today." i take another deep breath and tony holds my hand. "So..from as long as i can remember,i was both physically and emotionally abused by my mother. She would hit me,call me names,make me bleed,embarrass me in public,and much more. However i wont be going into the more severe things. She would always force me to date girls. I was locked into an emotional cell with no way out it seemed. I didnt understand why my mom never cared about me. I didnt understand why she was mean to me. At about the age of 11..i um.." i paused and teared up a bit. Tony gently turned my face towards him and wiped my tear with his thumb. I blushed a bit and turned back to the camera. "i um..wasnt being very nice to myself..i still have scars on my arms. But around the age of 15,i tried to leave,but my mom pulled me back in. i got scissors stabbed in my arm and had to get stitches. at 17,i lived with some friends for 2 years. When i was 19,i met paidge. she suggested i live with u guys,so i did! And then..thats when i met tony. I saw his handsome face for the first time. we um..actually HATED each other when we first met. we were always at each others throats. But as much as i hated him,i always thought he was pretty handsome." i said. "WHAAAA? THEN WHY WERE U SO MEANNN?" tony said shocked. i giggle a bit. "you were mean first,silly." i say. "hm..well what if i told u that i loved ur cute face as soon as i laid eyes on u? I mean..i was just rude cuz i was an asshole to everyone back then. But in all reality,i just wanted to pull u close and hold u in my arms." he says in a flirty way. i feel my face heat up as i cover it with my hands. Tony chuckles and wraps his arms around me.